n the name of Allah, most Gracious, most Merciful.
And I definitely don't want to tour. Hey, I've become old: I spent most of my life abroad, and now that I'm old, and am not renting anymore, I refuse to travel unless absolutely necessary. No, traveling for the sake of some corporate protocol and community is NOT necessary. Hey, I have to protect the knowledge given to me by Allah, and I don't want what I have learned to be warped by the materialistic opinions of some committee! What the hell?
No, the real reason I don't want to tour is that my parents are old, and I've become too old, and too lazy, to tour. I DON'T want to go to South America, or anywhere else, even though I've never been there. I just want to snuggle up with my sweetie in our beloved home, raise a family, and try to be happy for a change. InsyaAllah. They can come over here to exotic Perlis, and listen to my singing.
With Allah as my witness, they are already coming in trickles to observe how I serve Allah with music. The nature of water is truly complex: we all have seen how a trickle can turn into a stream into a river into a waterfall, by the Will of Allah. What I'm most concerned is with this flood of people, InsyaAllah, there will be those who sincerely seek guidance. So come and join us in Islam, oh sincere ones, so we may return to God as one faith. The imams and teachers here had better brush up on their English and foreign languages.
You, my beloved Julia, please come to my arms, join me in Islam, and embrace my love in marriage. I want to marry YOU my love, please come to me. And don't ever be of any help to the rejectors of faith.
Tuesday, April 10, 2012
Qur'an 20120411
In the name of Allah, Most Gracious, Most Merciful.
84. If any do good, the reward to him is better than his deed, but if any do evil, the doers of evil are only punished of their deeds.
85. Verily God Who ordained the Qur'an for you, will bring you back to the Place of Return. Say, "My Lord knows best who it is that brings true guidance, and who is in manifest error."
86. And you did not expect that the Book would be sent to you except as a Mercy from your Lord. Therefore, lend not your support in any way to those who reject.
The Narrations 28:84-86
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My Lord knows best who it is that brings true guidance, and who is in manifest error.
84. If any do good, the reward to him is better than his deed, but if any do evil, the doers of evil are only punished of their deeds.
85. Verily God Who ordained the Qur'an for you, will bring you back to the Place of Return. Say, "My Lord knows best who it is that brings true guidance, and who is in manifest error."
86. And you did not expect that the Book would be sent to you except as a Mercy from your Lord. Therefore, lend not your support in any way to those who reject.
The Narrations 28:84-86
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My Lord knows best who it is that brings true guidance, and who is in manifest error.
Sunday, April 8, 2012
Letter to Julia 20120409
In the name of Allah, most Gracious, most Merciful.
Wow. Time is moving so quickly. Today went by in a blink of the eye. On Sunday mornings I clean my parents' house, then I had to cook my lunch, which was chicken, chicken liver and onions on rice, then I had to rehearse for 2 hours as is my responsibility to nurture the voices of some dead women that Allah entrusted to me, then I had to cut the grass, then cook my dinner which was teriyaki beef on rice, then do my laundry as I write to my sweetie. Hi Sweetie!
I certainly hope I don't have to do any modeling in the future. I would rather you do all the modeling in the family. If I had a choice, I would wear only a sarong all the time, but I sunburn easily. I don't want to be photographed in this ape-like body. Ecch. This body is good for killing or breaking things, not for being photographed. My avatar would make a much better model. She's a bit on the petite side, but she photographs well. No, I don't want my own line of clothing.
Wow. Time is moving so quickly. Today went by in a blink of the eye. On Sunday mornings I clean my parents' house, then I had to cook my lunch, which was chicken, chicken liver and onions on rice, then I had to rehearse for 2 hours as is my responsibility to nurture the voices of some dead women that Allah entrusted to me, then I had to cut the grass, then cook my dinner which was teriyaki beef on rice, then do my laundry as I write to my sweetie. Hi Sweetie!
I certainly hope I don't have to do any modeling in the future. I would rather you do all the modeling in the family. If I had a choice, I would wear only a sarong all the time, but I sunburn easily. I don't want to be photographed in this ape-like body. Ecch. This body is good for killing or breaking things, not for being photographed. My avatar would make a much better model. She's a bit on the petite side, but she photographs well. No, I don't want my own line of clothing.
Qur'an 29072009
In the name of Allah, Most Gracious, Most Merciful.
71. Say, "Do you see? If Allah were to make the night perpetual over you to the Day of Judgement, what god is there other than Allah, who can give you enlightenment? Will you not then hearken?"
72. Say, "Do you see? If Allah were to make the day perpetual over you to the Day of Judgement, what god is there other than Allah, who can give you a night in which you can rest? Will you not then see?"
73. It is out of God's Mercy that God had made for you night and day, that you may rest therein, and that you may seek of God's Grace, and in order that you may be grateful.
The Narrations 28:71-73
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Do you see? If Allah were to make the night perpetual over you to the Day of Judgement, what god is there other than Allah, who can give you enlightenment? Will you not then hearken?
Do you see? If Allah were to make the day perpetual over you to the Day of Judgement, what god is there other than Allah, who can give you a night in which you can rest? Will you not then see?
71. Say, "Do you see? If Allah were to make the night perpetual over you to the Day of Judgement, what god is there other than Allah, who can give you enlightenment? Will you not then hearken?"
72. Say, "Do you see? If Allah were to make the day perpetual over you to the Day of Judgement, what god is there other than Allah, who can give you a night in which you can rest? Will you not then see?"
73. It is out of God's Mercy that God had made for you night and day, that you may rest therein, and that you may seek of God's Grace, and in order that you may be grateful.
The Narrations 28:71-73
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Do you see? If Allah were to make the night perpetual over you to the Day of Judgement, what god is there other than Allah, who can give you enlightenment? Will you not then hearken?
Do you see? If Allah were to make the day perpetual over you to the Day of Judgement, what god is there other than Allah, who can give you a night in which you can rest? Will you not then see?
Friday, April 6, 2012
Letter to Julia 20120407
In the name of Allah, most Gracious, most Merciful.
Loneliness. I received the argument the other day that people seek fame because they are lonely. But everyone gets lonely. You can ask anyone that, and they know it to be true. Some heal their loneliness with temporary relationships or flings, some consider that having sex heals loneliness, others get married. Some people get lonely when they are away from their spouse, but since a perfect marriage is impossible in this life, then it is the long-lasting marriage that is truly blessed by God. Like having a long life. But we all still get lonely, regardless. Sometimes sometimes, other times all the time. No, fame doesn't cure loneliness. On the contrary, fame amplifies loneliness.
We can never guide all who we love. God is the Only One who can guide them, protect them, or save them. If that is not God's Will, then there is nothing anyone else can do. People seek fame because they seek to be like God. Just like some people who have wealth and power think they are God. The quest for power, and all that nonsense. Always have been, always will be. Until Judgement Day.
Meanwhile, I feel lonely without you, Julia. I've always wanted to be married, but it never happened. Probably because I am meant to marry you. I can't seem to get a "quick fix" like other people. So I wait, until Allah allows us to be happily married, in this life as well as the hereafter.
I love you.
Loneliness. I received the argument the other day that people seek fame because they are lonely. But everyone gets lonely. You can ask anyone that, and they know it to be true. Some heal their loneliness with temporary relationships or flings, some consider that having sex heals loneliness, others get married. Some people get lonely when they are away from their spouse, but since a perfect marriage is impossible in this life, then it is the long-lasting marriage that is truly blessed by God. Like having a long life. But we all still get lonely, regardless. Sometimes sometimes, other times all the time. No, fame doesn't cure loneliness. On the contrary, fame amplifies loneliness.
We can never guide all who we love. God is the Only One who can guide them, protect them, or save them. If that is not God's Will, then there is nothing anyone else can do. People seek fame because they seek to be like God. Just like some people who have wealth and power think they are God. The quest for power, and all that nonsense. Always have been, always will be. Until Judgement Day.
Meanwhile, I feel lonely without you, Julia. I've always wanted to be married, but it never happened. Probably because I am meant to marry you. I can't seem to get a "quick fix" like other people. So I wait, until Allah allows us to be happily married, in this life as well as the hereafter.
I love you.
Wednesday, April 4, 2012
Letter to Julia 20120405
In the name of Allah, most Gracious, most Merciful.
Hey, did you know that Indiana Jones' dad is James Bond? Both Sean Connery and Roger Moore made 7 Bond movies each, but Roger Moore got the raw end of the deal because Ian Fleming ran out of material after "For Your Eyes Only". I think. But I don't think that either is a better Bond than the other, it's just that one had better access to the best writer. Oh, I do so hope the next Bond movie will be a great one. They certainly should know the right ingredients to make it a great flick. There have been so many awful movies lately. It's so sad about the complete lack of creativity in the movie, and TV business nowadays. It's so sad to see people burn their lives out quickly in front of the camera for reality shows, for the sake of entertainment and fame, and because of the lack of creative writing and direction puts them through that grinder. But then again, none can create like Allah.
As you know, I have to hang out on the Internet, specifically SL, as much as possible because I'm too damn reclusive to be a rockstar. Rockstars are supposed to hang out at nightclubs, so instead I hang out at virtual nightclubs. SL is so very handy to me because I don't have to be face to face with any real people, and I don't really have to say much of anything to anyone. I assure you I'm a good girl, insyaAllah. Yesterday, I did get tricked into clicking the wrong dance ball, but I won't do that again. InsyaAllah. I'm just there to wear pretty clothes and dance.
Hey, did you know that Indiana Jones' dad is James Bond? Both Sean Connery and Roger Moore made 7 Bond movies each, but Roger Moore got the raw end of the deal because Ian Fleming ran out of material after "For Your Eyes Only". I think. But I don't think that either is a better Bond than the other, it's just that one had better access to the best writer. Oh, I do so hope the next Bond movie will be a great one. They certainly should know the right ingredients to make it a great flick. There have been so many awful movies lately. It's so sad about the complete lack of creativity in the movie, and TV business nowadays. It's so sad to see people burn their lives out quickly in front of the camera for reality shows, for the sake of entertainment and fame, and because of the lack of creative writing and direction puts them through that grinder. But then again, none can create like Allah.
As you know, I have to hang out on the Internet, specifically SL, as much as possible because I'm too damn reclusive to be a rockstar. Rockstars are supposed to hang out at nightclubs, so instead I hang out at virtual nightclubs. SL is so very handy to me because I don't have to be face to face with any real people, and I don't really have to say much of anything to anyone. I assure you I'm a good girl, insyaAllah. Yesterday, I did get tricked into clicking the wrong dance ball, but I won't do that again. InsyaAllah. I'm just there to wear pretty clothes and dance.
Qur'an 20120405
In the name of Allah, Most Gracious, Most Merciful.
48. But when the Truth comes to them from Ourselves, they say, "Why are not sent to him like those which were sent to Moses?" Didn't they reject which were formerly sent to Moses? They say, "Two kinds of sorcery, each assisting the other!" And they say, "For us, we reject it all!"
49. Say, "Then bring you a Book from Allah which is a better Guide than either of them, that I may follow it, if you are truthful!"
50. But if they hearken not to you, know that they only follow their own lusts. And who is more astray than one who follows his own lusts, devoid of guidance from Allah? For Allah guides not people given to wrongdoing.
The Narrations 28:48-50
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Then bring you a Book from Allah which is a better Guide than either of them, that I may follow it, if you are truthful!
48. But when the Truth comes to them from Ourselves, they say, "Why are not sent to him like those which were sent to Moses?" Didn't they reject which were formerly sent to Moses? They say, "Two kinds of sorcery, each assisting the other!" And they say, "For us, we reject it all!"
49. Say, "Then bring you a Book from Allah which is a better Guide than either of them, that I may follow it, if you are truthful!"
50. But if they hearken not to you, know that they only follow their own lusts. And who is more astray than one who follows his own lusts, devoid of guidance from Allah? For Allah guides not people given to wrongdoing.
The Narrations 28:48-50
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Then bring you a Book from Allah which is a better Guide than either of them, that I may follow it, if you are truthful!
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