Saturday, July 25, 2015

Letter to Erin 20150725

In the name of Allah, most Gracious, most Merciful.

Hi Erin!  How are you feeling today, Sweetheart?  I pray you are feeling healthy and confident.  You are the most beautiful girl in the world to me.  I love you, and I need you.

For dinner tonight is cheeseburgers!  I happened to be downtown this morning getting an appointment with the eye specialist for my Dad, so I bought a loaf of bread and some sliced cheese.  Yeah I've had a craving for cheeseburgers lately, but tonight it's more a case of using up the lettuce and tomatoes, because they were wilting.  I've had cheeseburgers for dinner 4 out of 5 nights.  That's 8 cheeseburgers total.  I couldn't possibly eat them all at once.  That would make me sick.

So yeah, I need to work on your happiness.  This evening I cut the grass over at your house inshaAllah.  The rain was pelting down at 4 pm, and I didn't think I would get a chance to do any yard work.  Then the sun suddenly came out, in a most surreal fashion.  Yeah, I need to work on your happiness.  It sucks that I don't have the cash to do it.  Please be patient with me, and pray that Allah grants me what I need to give you a happy and secure marriage.

Letter to Erin 20150726

In the name of Allah, most Gracious, most Merciful.

Chee Cheah finally showed her face to me after hiding for 2 days.  I was watering my Mom's flowers when there she was, sitting casually behind me, licking away at herself.  Oh my God, what a mess.  She was almost bald all over, after having scratched and licked almost all her fur off.  She couldn't have escaped her restraining collar by herself, otherwise she would have done so long ago.  She's an old kitty, so I was worried.  Cats leave home to die, unless of course they're trapped inside.  Chee Cheah isn't an indoors cat.  She has never treated the house with any respect.  She's always been like that, it has nothing to do with being old, just ask my Mom.  But she doesn't have to leave. because I love her.  I will bury her when she dies, inshaAllah.

Dinner was steak and cheese sandwiches.  It's not a cheeseburger, it's a steakburger!  I burned the sauce, so it wasn't that great.  I would share it with you, but I burned the sauce so I can't serve it to you.  I'm sorry.  I'll make it again properly.  I need to buy more mushrooms.  When I do, I'll make you one inshaAllah.  I love you Erin, and I need you.