We don't share the same situation either, Grace. Your life is marked and defined by significant events, while my existence is like sitting on explosives waiting for it to detonate. It's been like this for years already, but the vibe gets more and more intense. When "it" happens, it could go either way for me: either I can finally afford to build a house, get married, buy musical instruments, a car and eat steak, or you never hear Mary's voice and from me ever again. And "it" could happen at any given moment.
Oh don't worry so much, whatever will be will be. Thus actually, we're both sleepwalking! Isn't that cool? I must tell you that you looked beautiful at the MusiCares benefit. I'm afraid I can't address whatever anxiety you have, that's something you have to tackle yourself. It's part of having an active mind. Some people think useless thoughts, others have constructive thoughts. Why invest your anxiety on useless thoughts? I'm actually a very nervous person, even though I don't show it. It makes me a loud sleeper. But when I'm sleepwalking, awake rather, I seem to function quite patiently. Patience is the key, it actually solves all problems.
By the way, I love you. Do you love me?
