Hey Nat, are those raging emotions dying down a little yet? InshaAllah by Sunday, you should be functioning normally. You haven't lost anything, Nat honey. Rather, you've gained an incredible amount in the last month. Like the song goes, the waiting is the hardest part, and that's what you've realized. Just use the time to enjoy your career. Save your money. I advise you again to slow down at school. Just one class per semester. Not just for quality's sake, but for you to enjoy being College Queen for a longer time.
And Piene, I was right about your bosses starving you, huh? We'll try to do something about that, be patient. Meanwhile, make sure you sneak in as much white meat chicken as you can, to keep your sanity.
