I'm so proud of you! You have achieved more than I could ever dream of. You have that look on your face that says "Oh no, what next?" Don't be afraid Natty, everything is going to work out just awesome for you and us inshaAllah. Maybe you're thinking of what to do next. Doesn't your society have plans for you? What I want is for you to keep yourself safe, unharmed and healthy whatever you do, while you wait for me to have paid for our marriage. Please trust me, I'm all for you body and soul! Better yet, trust in Allah to bring us together. I love you with all of my heart.