Wednesday, June 28, 2017

Nobody's perfect

I certainly wouldn't want you or anybody to expect perfection from me.  Even the music I make is the music of mistakes.  But that is what faith in God is for, so that Allah will compensate for our imperfections, get us through the hard times, and grant us perfection in the next life inshaAllah.  Thus this makes it obvious that those who have no faith have no hope at all.

Hm.  I don't slut around.  I have been celibate for decades already.  In fact I stay at home most of the time and make little human contact at all, so it's unlikely that I have an STD.  Yeah I know I should pray at the mosque more, but I don't want anybody else there to get harmed because of me.  My immune system seems to be quite strong.  I haven't had a cold in months, and I just got through the fasting month without any health problems at all.  I even managed to survive being poisoned earlier this year because of my immune system, alhamdulillah.  Global politics and big feet put a lot of pressure on my heart, but I remain active and can still function sexually.  I'm short sighted, but I have glasses.  I don't drink alcohol or smoke, and the only sugar I consume is in my iced tea and some sweets occasionally not every day.  I don't do drugs.  I physically heat up easily, but I do have air conditioning thank God, and have waited all my life for God to grant me financial security enough to be married, so I guess I am able hold my patience even though I do get irritated sometimes.  But I am very gentle with my cats.  I do have a desire to be a beautiful woman with a big dick, but I can wait until Allah allows me into heaven inshaAllah before I ask God for something as ridiculous as that.  But otherwise I have no desires at all.  Oh, and last night I ate too much spaghetti.

Natty, of course I haven't forgotten you!  How can I, you are so pretty!  You don't need makeup at all, but it's a job right?

And Pina, you are a chatty one right?  You can talk to me, Sweetie.