Wednesday, December 10, 2014

Letter to Julia 20141210

In the name of Allah, most Gracious, most Merciful.

Hello again, my dearest beautiful Julia.  I feel that you are busy, with more business than ever.  Do your best my gorgeous sweetheart, and make lots of money for yourself.  I want you to be super successful, and I want you to know that you are loved, and I am here and faithful, I love you and I will marry you inshaAllah.  I need you.  Thank you for your love.

And you, sweet and kind hearted Erin, you are truly as beautiful as your beautiful heart.  Please don't be sad, I want you to know that your goodness is appreciated, what a beautiful and wonderful girl you are.  I want you to know that I love you, and I will marry you inshaAllah.  You are loved, you are loved.  I love you and I need you.  Thank you for your love.

It's December already, huh?  It could be you are already feeling lonely, it's cold, but you're a grown up now living your own life, and the month can be long and hectic.  Please don't be lonely, for loneliness doesn't know its day, so it will disturb you the same way some other day if you let it.  Please don't be lonely, because I love you, I wish I were there with you to keep you company, and help protect you, and brush your hair.  You must understand the contradiction of being a professional girl in the public eye and wanting to be in the company of loved ones all the time.  But even normal people have a tough time with quality time, because life isn't supposed to be easy.  So it's the same all over, for even we are normal, as we seek to be happy together and make a happy family.  I love you, and I want to give you the best and happiest life and afterlife.  So please be patient, and pray, for every day is a holiday, so don't let nostalgia kill you, for we are family.  You are living your own life now, in a reality blessed by God inshaAllah.  Mrs. Global.

Ya Allah, thank you for Julia and Erin.  They are the most beautiful women in the world to me, and I love them dearly.  Please protect them, and strengthen their hearts and their faith.