Sunday, February 5, 2012

Letter to Julia 20120206

In the name of Allah, most Gracious, most Merciful.

Hello there, my love. Yes, I do love you and long for you, but here I am, patiently waiting for Allah to allow us to be together. It has been a rather sleepy weekend for me. For some reason, I feel so drowsy all the time, like I'm sleepwalking. I haven't been doing anything special, just the usual. Helping my parents keep house, voice training, doing yard work... oh, I've been cleaning up Shadowplay TV. Shadowplay TV is definitely low definition, very dithered. It's basically only for me, so I don't have to swallow other people's programming. I like to observe how the randomizer chooses the show and how it corresponds to reality. Hey, life is like Shadowplay TV. My daily Qur'an reading is more accurate, though.

Sure, I would love to have some nice toys, and my girl to snuggle and make babies with. But I am grateful with whatever Allah has given me. I really don't desire the riches and children that some of the wealthy have. Especially when Allah's plan is to punish them with these things in this life.

May Allah forgive me for my idle chatter, but I must speak some with my Julia, only if to water the flowers in my garden. If you had not noticed, this is my ark, which I built many years ago, and you are my mate. Praise be to Allah, Who has saved us from the people who do wrong. O my Lord! Enable me to disembark with Your blessing, for You are the Best to enable to disembark.