I'm sorry the holidays were a disappointment for you. I could feel your disappointment at the soles of my feet, and in my dreams. People disappoint, you know that. I guess knowing and experiencing are different things. It must be frustrating for you not to be able to talk about it, being the nice girl that you are. Don't worry my love, just be patient. Perfection is for the next life, in this life we all have to earn perfection. At least Allah has increased you in beauty. This is what most people want. So please cover your bosom and lower your gaze. I know you have to work, but otherwise don't show off your beauty.
I recently gave Mary Unknown7 a few new songs to learn to add to her set. This is one of them: