Fishbowl

That is our life.  That is the life of me and my family.  We live in a fishbowl.  We live within the confines of our area and our routine, while the world peers in and watches us do our routine.  Some of them think they are God, and tap on the glass and stir the water, but they are not God.  That is why you must pray, so God will cover our shortcomings and tangle them up with their own actions.  InshaAllah.

How are you, my love?  It's the start of the holiday season, and I expect you are going to be busy.  Your bosses are going to be very happy with you, because you are going to make them a lot of money InshaAllah.  Just by being my girl.  It rained all day here today, which is OK with me because I have no need to go anywhere at this time, and I love cool weather.  I made sushi again for dinner.  I LOVE sushi.  But I'm out of fish.  I had the skin of the fish left, which had some flesh stuck on it due to my inefficient filleting, so I scraped off what I could then pan fried the skin in butter until it was crispy.  I made sushi out of that.  It was saltier and not as good as the actual fillet, but still tasty.  I'm officially all sushied out for now: I have 4 seaweed sheets left, but I'll use that for soup or something.  Today's decoration is more squarish.  People wonder that since I always cut my sushi into 24 portions why I don't arrange in multiples of 3 or 6.  That's because I have 8 inner portions (or the tips of the roll), which leaves me 16 outer portions.  That's just my style of cutting sushi, and therefore my way of arranging it on a plate.  Want some sushi?  It will be the last for a while.

Hey Natty, how's it going?  Oh you are so very excited today, I can tell!  Lots of energy, literally bouncing off the walls!  Well, put your energy into productive channels, and please keep safe OK?  You are a princess, and people know who you are and how beautiful you are, so please don't take your position for granted.  Granted, you can't take everything too seriously, but you must take God seriously.  Have fun in the meanwhile OK?

The situation has become tragic in my guppy fishbowl.  Before I bought that male fish, I had 7 females (not 8, that was my error), and they lived an uneventful life, quietly floating at the surface of the water most of the time.  Then the big and powerful male came into their lives, and they all became focused on mating.  The male fish was always ready and active, and the females suddenly were busy around the clock in order to keep up with him.  They were competing with each other, and constantly approaching or being approached by him.  So 3 of the biggest females have died of exhaustion.  He literally fucked them to death.  The rest of them stayed alive because they were too small, and he had no interest in them.  Until now.  Bah.  It looks like I'm going to have to buy some females that are strong enough to cope with his lust.  From Allah is our origin, and to Allah is our return.