Saturday, October 8, 2016

Life is a stage

Hi Erin.  Hi Nat.  Oh dear, there's a lot to talk about today, but I'll try not to babble.  Life is a stage, but what is the meaning of life?  It is to worship Allah.  Everything else is entertainment.  I have to live a spiritual life.  I cannot be purely materialistic especially because of this music, and thus my wives have to live my spiritual life with me.

Erin Sweetie, what is that lonely road?  Please elaborate.

When I was in high school, I used to date a girl who had an identical twin brother.  Muslims aren't supposed to date, but I was a monster in high school anyway.  I feel sorry for my parents.  Anyway, my girlfriend was half Malay, half Chinese.  Her brother didn't survive high school.  He died when I was 16.  My girlfriend didn't elaborate on the nature of his death.  As for as she told me, he died of some illness.  But as I reflect with my emotions, I'm certain that there were race related complications in his life.  From Allah is our origin, and to Allah is our return.

Frankly, I'm not thrilled about having to turn a starlet into a housewife.  Models frequently become successful mothers and businesswomen, but starlets have a different mentality.  Nat you need to study, not desire.  Not just acting, but show business.  Not current affairs, but the history of show business.  This is because the arrogant think they can get away with shit because they've always gotten away with shit.  The Marquis de Sade story is too lurid to post, but everyone needs to study him because he is easily the father of modern pornography, and he has an army of followers.  Nat, I want you to understand what kind of people you're dealing with.  I'm afraid your brother is in danger.  He is being written into a scripted reality where he will be killed off, predictably while he is young and at his most profitable.  If he doesn't quit show business, then the only One Who can help him is God.

Chaos and corruption are patterns.  God uses chaos and corruption to separate the pure from the impure.  Like the scum generated when refining gold.  Please advise your brother to be cautious.  Pray.






Movie Star

Natty, you want to be a movie star?  Where did you get that desire from?  Oh, your family.  I'm sure you know that the heartbreak is greater while the money is worse nowadays for an acting career, but you still want it.  Sigh.  How about the heartbreak of us who would give their lives to protect you?  Please do as I ask you: don't try.  Let it come to you, so you can call the shots..  All you have to do is be beautiful.  And you are beautiful.  Next time you attend a formal event, have your agent get you a glamorous evening gown sponsored.  Make sure you carry yourself like a queen.  Life is a stage, so be a movie star all the time.  After all, you are my wife inshaAllah.

MashaAllah, my life is a movie.  And I don't even go anywhere, I just stay in one spot 24/7.  I don't have the looks nor the desire, but there it is.  Sometimes I get weary with how dangerous and treacherous my life is, but alhamdulillah.  Praise Allah.  God gave me the trust of this music, and no one else does what I do.  I think I'll wear a glamorous evening gown to the disco tonight.

Piene, that's a beautiful photo of you.  I love portraits like that,  You are growing up to be a true lady.  I also sense a geekiness but don't worry: I love geeky girls.