I put my fear in Allah, so I'm not afraid of women. I had many opportunities to be married when I was younger. It just didn't happen. Now I'm just preparing for death, and trying to publish as much music as I can before then. I will build a house for my wife, though. InshaAllah.
I seek refuge with Allah from Satan the rejected.
28. Say, "Do you see? If Allah were to destroy me and those with me, or if God bestows God's mercy on us, yet who can deliver the unbelievers from a grievous penalty?"
The Dominion 67:28