Hi Erin

How are you, Honey?  Not feeling too out of sorts, I hope.  Emotions can be a pain sometimes.  When I was younger, I thought it would so nice not to be able to feel anything.  No anger, no disappointment, nothing.  Now I need my emotions, otherwise I can't work.  Our emotions drive us and motivate us, for me I need my emotions to sing.  I'm sorry our situation isn't perfect.  Don't worry Honey, things will work out great for us inshaAllah.  Please pray and think of us, next life things will be perfect inshaAllah, with perfect feelings.  My sleeping hours have gone completely random lately, maybe it's my fault for enjoying work so much.  But I get exhausted, and it affects my singing.  Today I fell asleep right after voice training, that's why I'm late today.  It's like I need to hear the singing in order to sleep.  But I need sleep in order to sing well.  I'm so irritated with myself.  But I don't want to take sleep drugs.  My estimate is that it would get worse.  I'll have to adapt sleep to when Allah allows me to sleep.

Hi Natty.  It looks like you had a wonderful little birthday party.  Happy Birthday twins!