Friday, August 31, 2012

Letter to Julia 20120901

In the name of Allah, most Gracious, most Merciful.

How are you feeling, my dearest Julia?  Are you in a better mood?  I'm sorry that other people put you in a state of insecurity, but please know that you are my Queen, my princess, you are my girl, mine, mine, MINE.  I love you with all my heart, and I want to marry you.

The recent shenanigans you've observed is because there is a lot of money going around and around, but insyaAllah that ordeal is over.  InsyaAllah, that money will come my way quickly, so I can afford to give you a good married life.  Yes, I know that it's old-fashioned that I sustain you, and buy you pretty things, and build your house for you, but wouldn't you want it that way too?  So please pray that Allah grants me my own wealth soon.

The other side of the coin is that we might regret not giving the current situation a chance at all.  I don't want to see you live in squalor like me, but the cost of living here is very low.  Once we are face to face, I can easily discuss the details of things with you, and together we can overcome the hurdles, and take our time doing so, because we will already be together.  You've seen the situation, and we both are prudent people, why not start the rest of our lives together as soon as possible?  Something to think about.

What is my decision?  I want to give you the best married life, of comfort, security, and happiness.  InsyaAllah.  Because I love you, I want you to be happy with me.  There is no other decision to be made by me, for I care about your well-being.  Please pray that Allah grants me my own wealth soon.