Letter to Julia 20111119

Today, I have been thinking about the chains that bind you, about your imprisonment. It is your work that imprisons you. Do you feel like a prisoner? What is it that makes us normal? It is the drive to find happiness, in love and marriage. But you are MY girl, I am the one one wishes to marry you. Therefore, you are sucked into the matrix that is my life. We can only be where Allah puts us, so really I'm not to blame, insyaAllah. Or would you rather be a prisoner, and not know it? Ignorance is not bliss in matters of oppression. One would only drive to jump off a skyscraper with diamonds around the neck.

But you don't worry so much about it, because you get to be the princess, and wait for this knight in armor of shadow to come release you, and we will live happily ever after together, insyaAllah. We are pawns in a play unfolding itself, which is Judgement Day, so let us be servants of Allah. So pray.

Thus, this is a historical situation, where those that Allah has granted affluence and power use their gifts to commit oppression. We all have some bad habits, but don't you agree that affluence and power amplify those bad habits to an nth degree? People with disregard and disrespect for God do get their dues in this life as well as the hereafter. Hitler was a pagan and a loser with an agenda of revenge, but what good will revenge against Hitler do now? It will only serve to harm the innocent. Again, we all have bad habits, but we can focus on eliminating the worst of our deeds, and pray for good instead of evil. For if we revert to evil, then Allah will make history repeat itself.