Letter to Erin 20151111

In the name of Allah, most Gracious, most Merciful.

I suppose I have to talk about Bob Crane's death.  About being a spiritual investigator, it's not all about studying the Qur'an and receiving inspiration through prayer and such.  The facts and clues have to be studied as well.  For example, Ian Curtis had always planned to die young, but his wife said he had set the age of 25.  What made him speed up the schedule?  Was he really suffering that much from his illness?  I didn't really think about it when I discussed his case the last time, but last night it occurred to me: he was being cock-teased.

This is not a court of law, but this is psychic investigation not conjecture.  The inspiration comes from Allah.  And inshaAllah, justice by way of prevention is superior to justice by way of litigation.  Don't you agree?

The difference between the pervert who stays in his bedroom and never makes any human contact and the pervert who sluts around, rapes, and kills people is called "restraint".  This is whether or not he is aware of his restraint.  Bob Crane had no such restraint.  He lived for as much sex as possible, came into trouble with many a jealous husband or boyfriend, and made a hobby of amateur pornography.  The night of his death, when he left work he found that someone had tampered with his car.  The next day, he was found dead on his bed by Victoria Berry when she arrived early for an appointment, in a fetal position with a power cord tied around his neck and semen on his thigh, his head being bashed in.  All the doors in his apartment were unlocked.  There was no evidence of struggle.  Victoria Berry was his co-worker, and she had a key to the apartment.

It sure seems that Bob was killed by someone he knew.  His buddy John Carpenter was the focus of the police investigation, and was eventually brought to trial 10 years later for murder and found innocent.  The cops behaved strangely at the scene of the crime.  After dusting for clues, Victoria Berry was brought back into the apartment, where she was given a tour, used the phone, and kept in a state of anxiety.  Then evidence was lost during the 10 year gap between the crime and the trial.  In my sight, when the cops behave strangely and evidence is lost is evidence in itself: the action is evidence.  Like when they lost JFK's brain.

Someone used Victoria's key to punish Bob for engaging in sexual activity with Victoria.  Someone with enough influence to make the cops act stupid and lose evidence.  Not John Carpenter, who was a nobody.  But he did seem to know something when he told the cops that Bob always took a piss after having sex.  Whose semen was that, and where is it now?

All in the name of "fun"!  I'm joking, of course.  After all, Allah accepts the repentance of one who sins in ignorance then repents afterwards, but not the person who continues to do evil then repents on his deathbed.  I don't particularly like Bob Crane, and I don't like "Hogan's Heroes" either.  I don't know why I have to discuss his case.  I think it's more important that you be aware of his story.  Erin, please take good care of yourself in my absence because I love you and need you.