Thursday, November 29, 2018

Frogs

Hi Honey.  How are you feeling?  Is the waiting getting to you again?  I'm so very sorry about the waiting.  I long to be with you, I long to be married to you, but I must be the one who pays for our marriage.  So please pray that Allah grants me wealth enough to finance our marriage.  This is our spiritual path, Honey.  We are at the mercy of Allah, no matter what.  I am a servant of Allah.

Every day I sincerely and seriously give my all to sing for the sake of Allah.  But again, I am at the mercy of Allah.  So if God puts a frog in my throat, there's nothing I can do but to sing it out, awful though it sounds.  That's what happened today.  I had so much trouble getting out of second gear, and I feel bad for the people who showed up early to hear me sing.  But Janis likes frogs in the throat, so when she came along to sing at the 25 minute mark, she kicked it out for me.  I guess I need to be very careful with what I sing early in the set, I thought I was being cautious, but it wasn't good enough.  Singing well is very difficult.  The goal is to be perfect all the time.