I told you already that the solution to your fear is to not leave the house and just stream. That you choose to travel around and perform on stage means you have to confront your fear, aggressively and with confidence. Putting up an act doesn't cut it. Sure you have good people and you can rely on them just makes the responsibility worse, because who cares if bad people get wiped out? Don't assume that others are responsible for your safety: it's the other way around. It's your band, right? That means you're the boss. Choose your gigs wisely, boss. The President, he's not the boss. Other people are responsible for his safety.
I have been a musician all my life. I write the music and it's my vision. I used to work at the pizza joint to finance the music, now I follow instructions that Allah gives me via the Qur'an. Allah granted me this music, and Allah guides me as to my responsibility to others.
I seek refuge with Allah from Satan the rejected.
43. The unbelievers say, "No messenger are you". Say, "Enough for a witness between me and you is Allah, and such as have knowledge of the Book".
The Thunder 13:43
