Chicken nuggets and fries

Hi Natty!  How are you today, my precious beauty?  Are you having tons of fun being a supermodel?  Well you better be, because you're gorgeous and I love you so much.  I guess you are still not ready to be the wife of an international rock star.  Well, apparently there's no hurry.  Even with money inshaAllah, there's still the issue of building houses, and getting it all done efficiently and properly.  But who knows, maybe it all will happen in a flash and we will sit and wonder, "How did we get here?"  God can do anything.

Otherwise, it's another average day.  I couldn't get to the mosque early because of the rain, so that's why I'm blogging now.  It sounds like the rain has died down, so perhaps I'll leave after I post this letter.  The menu has been quite bland today, after yesterday's culinary fiasco.  I'm quite disheartened that I can't experiment with food much more, I used to have quite an iron stomach.  How's your tummy?  So dinner was chicken nuggets with fries, straight up, not even with ketchup.  Just salt and pepper.  But it was a huge helping, so there's enough for all of us.  Want some?

Hot dogs

Hi Natty!  How are you today, my love?  Are you having tons of fun being a supermodel?  I hope you are.  Please keep yourself safe, and please pray OK?  Oh, it's a trying day for me.  It didn't start out so bad.  It's just when lunch came about, I decided I wanted to try out one of the plants growing in my yard.  Called a "munggai" locally (English translation being Horseradish Tree, Drumstick Tree, West Indian band), the locals devour the stuff usually in a curry.  I've never had the stuff and since it's fruiting like mad in my yard, I wanted to see what it was like, simply boiled in salt water.  It made me sick.  Almost ruined my voice training session.  This frustrates me, because most of the stuff growing here, in which I put in so much labor, I can't eat.  Others get to eat it.

Maybe I prepared it wrong, I don't know.  Since I'm getting old, I will probably never eat it again and stick to familiar foods.

No, I didn't have any hot dogs today either.  I did buy some fish sausage for dinner, which kind of looks like a hot dog.  If you are eating hot dogs, then you are just plain everyday folk or you are just plain broke.  If you're not used to being broke, be patient before you backtrack and start asking for favors.  People generally don't like people who are broke.  Perhaps you have an international rock star who loves you.  If that's the case, then show the world how beautiful you are and that an international rock star loves you.  InshaAllah that would provide you with extra influence when you backtrack and ask for favors.

Things suddenly got clearer (or blurrier, depending from what you're looking out of)

Hi Natty!  How are you feeling today, my beauty?  I hope everything is going great for you, and that you are having a marvelous time.  What did you have for dinner?  I had some tortillas, with breaded chicken, beans, sauteed onions, and shredded lettuce.  Nothing special, but at least I didn't spend any money today.  Save, save, save!  Not much going on, just the usual routine and mishaps.  I watch a lot of YouTube.  I like to look for great new chick singers.  The Internet is so handy: I get to enjoy new music without having to go to clubs and parties.  No Sweetie, I would never marry a singer.  Competition is fun to race with, but not to marry.  Plus, none of them are as pretty as you.  You are professional pretty!  I don't use social media other than this blog, and I guess you can't call this social since it's a monologue.  So it's interesting to see others try to communicate with me by way of Google.  😀  At least I don't have to socialize with them.  Anyway my darling, I have a new problem to deal with so I am going to go figure it out now.  Looks like I won't be joining the night prayer at the mosque tonight.  I love you, Natty!

Qur'an 20190217

In the name of Allah, most Gracious, most Merciful.

80.  They were those who received Allah's guidance.  Copy the guidance they received.  Say, "No reward for this do I ask of you.  This is no less than a message to the worlds."

81.  No just estimate of Allah do they make when they say, "Nothing does Allah send down to man."  Say, "Who then sent down the Book which Moses brought?  A light and guidance to humans, but you make it into sheets for show, while you conceal much.  Therein were you taught that which you knew not, neither you nor your fathers."  Say, "Allah!"  Then leave them to plunge in vain discourse and trifling.

(The Cattle 6:80-81)
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Well then

I'm still as broke as I was in 2013 but by the grace of God, I managed to keep the music alive.  So while I have no friends, the music now has countless friends and profound influence and is helping my Natty make a living inshaAllah.  So Erin, if you want the music to help you make a living then you need to come out of hiding and get active.  No more of this "secret separation", if you want to be married to me, then start now already.  I get to be mysterious: you on the other hand, people need to see your face because it reassures them.  America is beautiful.  I assume that you need money, because salmon is not caviar.  I sure hope you didn't quit your sports gigs.  But please be seen as much as possible, even if it's only Instagram.  Right now you're hard for me to find, so much that it seems like I'll be finding Natty first when the money comes inshaAllah.  So please get active, and stay fit.  Yes, I am upset with you.  But I still love you.  😒