Letter to Erin 20150906

In the name of Allah, most Gracious, most Merciful.

Football season already?  I'm sorry I'm not a sports fan.  I've never chased after athletes, and athletes don't chase after me.  That makes you the sports fan of the family, plus you used to be an athlete.  That's why all the sports businesses chase after you, because you are the only link into the music that they have.  Make sure you charge them an arm and a leg, OK?  No freebies!

The remote control of my AC died gradually.  Now my AC is on all the time, and I have to rely on the on board computer chip to regulate the temperature in my bedroom because I don't dare shut it off, because I may not be able to turn it back on again.  I hate hot weather.  I wouldn't mind living in Alaska, like in "Northern Exposure".  But I love the kampung, and my AC still works.  Alhamdulillah.

Are you aware that most people have to put up a facade in order to function in society?  I'm sure you know that.  Many actors and politicians function that way.  Always putting up an act.  But who are we to condemn them?  Allah knows who is pure at heart, not us.  See the woman with a million faces, which one is the pure heart?  Sincerity may be first and second nature for you and me, but not for most others.  We do have that in common, don't we?  I love you, and I need you.  As an actress, you may have to act by channeling as opposed to analysis.