The blame of the beta

 

Hi Natty!  How are you?  I hope you are having a good time over there.  I want you to know that I want the best life for you, and I love you with all of my heart.  Please don't abandon me, because I need you.  Please keep safe and healthy.

Fear of God teaches us retribution.  While it may not put a few extra bucks in our pockets, it should give us the will to do the right thing at the expense of getting a few extra bucks.  The two 10 year old boys were just playing around and having fun, but even a 10 year old child should know that beating a baby to death is wrong.  He should have protected the baby.  He deserves EQUAL blame as the boy who thought it would be fun to kidnap a child and torture it to death.  Like the Nazi officers who were just following Hitler's orders.  Like the wife who goes along with her husband's evil acts and instructions.

Mary's outfit is:

JE SUIS CHARLIE gloves by simonseren

Alli&Ali Designs Whitney Hair

AvaGirl - Leaf Necklace Gold

Pure Poison - Artizan Cloud Pumps

[sYs] ATHENAIS dress

Here are my picks from the Armarium FALL 2023 READY-TO-WEAR collection:

Here are my picks from the Arthur Arbesser FALL 2023 READY-TO-WEAR collection:

James Bulger

 

Hi Natty!  How are you feeling, Honey?  Aw don't be blue, you're beautiful and you're MY girl, and I love you with all of my heart.  Please don't worry, everything will work out fabulously for us inshaAllah.  I promise.  Please be patient and pray, and keep safe and healthy.

The case of James Bulger is a very perplexing spiritual one.  The two boys responsible for his death cannot both be alphas: one has to lead and the other follow.  The alpha is the boy holding James' hand leading him out of the mall.  Either the boy became corrupt because the parents were corrupt (this includes negligence), or the parents are fine and the boy became corrupt by himself.  To me, it's the latter.  But 10 years old?  What trial does God plan with that?  It becomes mandatory for a child to start praying at the age of 10.  That says to me that a child becomes spiritually aware at 10 years old.  But what about the time leading up to 10 years old?  Who is capable of monitoring his influences and his response thereof?  Back in 1993 there was no Internet, no cell phones.

Mary's outfit is:

**ABSEN** DRESS -MEMORI-

Alli&Ali Designs Brandy Hair

Swallow- handmade Earrings Silver

-KC- AMIRA BOOTS

Zuloo-Naomi Bodysuit

Here are my picks from the Anonlychild FALL 2023 READY-TO-WEAR collection:

Here are my picks from the Anteprima FALL 2023 READY-TO-WEAR collection:

Conscious epilepsy

 

Hi Natty!  Hi Honey!  Thank you for your love!  I love you!  I hope you are doing well and enjoying yourself.  Please keep safe and healthy OK!  I was watching TV this morning and Celine Dion.  We all get spasms to a certain degree.  I was wondering if epilepsy had degrees of intensity.  Conscious and unconscious.

I'm not fond of angel hair pasta, but it's all I have right now.  A half packet left, I used the first half with name brand spaghetti sauce and it gave me heartburn.  It's been a long time since I last had heartburn, so I wasn't prepared for it.  How could such a boring meal give me heartburn?  So I made fried pasta today with the angel hair.  I used my fried noodles routine and adjusted it for pasta.  Eggplant and basil instead of cabbage and carrots.  It was acceptable, I guess.  The cats were going berserk over it for some reason. 

Mary's outfit is:

Amy White and Pink Panties by INSOLENCE

Alli&Ali Designs Stacey Hair

Lazuri Classic Pearls Necklace - Medium Beads

Pure Poison - Artizan Cloud Pumps

S&P WB lace dress night

Here are my picks from the Ann Demeulemeester FALL 2023 READY-TO-WEAR collection:

Here are my picks from the Anna October FALL 2023 READY-TO-WEAR collection:

How to walk

 

Hi Natty!  Wassap Honey?  How's the family?  These are exciting times, that's for sure.  These are the best years of your life.  Don't worry so much OK!  Please stay with me, there's more to come.  Keep safe and healthy.  

My feet hurt today.  Well, they hurt everyday.  All the labor I've done in my life has cost me my Hajj.  I can walk around the house, I can walk around the yard, I can walk around the supermarket, but I'm not going to be able to walk 7 revolutions around the Kaaba.  Safa and Marwah.  Arafat.  Hey, I don't need to justify myself to God!  Allah knows what I can and cannot do!  The irony is that I need to keep walking, or my feet will die.  Just like a computer that has been working continuously for years then it is stopped for a while, it won't come back to life.  Oh don't worry so much.  I keep ticking because Allah keeps me ticking.

Mary's outfit is:

*Sexy Style* Zamira Skirt Brown ripped jeans

-FABIA- Mesh Hair  <Rima>

Blueberry - SL17B - Lace Trim Tops

R.icielli - ELSA High Heels

xbody eternity love silver necklace

Here are my picks from the Andreas Kronthaler for Vivienne Westwood collection:

I like this guy.  The black model on the black Chinese backdrop is very clever indeed.  Here are my picks from the Andrew Gn collection: