In the name of Allah, most Gracious, most Merciful.
Hi there, my sweetness. How are you feeling, Julia? I'm watching the Sailor Moon marathon on Shadowplay TV. You must be a little too young for Sailor Moon, huh? Let's see... 1992. What were you doing in 1992? You were 8 or 7 years old? Hey, November 2 is close by! Happy birthday, my beloved! 8 years old is perfect for watching Sailor Moon. but you must have been into sports instead, I suppose. I'm just an otaku, or more accurately, a Sailor Moon otaku. Episode 9 is so funny, when Usagi gets hexed with an impatience spell. The first season is very creepy funny, but it's the ambience that I love most. Very surreal. I guess it was surreal for me because in 2003, a year after Andre died, my apartment building was sold to a new landlord, so renovations were made, and I had to stay temporarily at an empty apartment downstairs. That's when I received the dvd of the first season of Sailor Moon, which I watched on my 2" lcd tv. Soon after, the new landlord evicted me (even though I was always prompt with rent), but praise Allah there was an empty apartment across the yard belonging to someone else, an exact mirror duplicate, upstairs even. Say, that should be the next Bond villain: an evil landlord!
Woo hoo! I have a new record on Krush, Kill and Destroy: 26,777 kills in 3.5 hours! Gaming purists would wonder why I don't play Warcraft instead, but Kknd moves much faster, and each army can have up to 1000 units on the field at a time. So I face 5 armies to rack up the kills. Of course, I choose the high ground. Secure the high ground NOW, before you all run out of time! The computer calculates the weak spots, then sends in massive numbers. What a callous general the computer is! That's when the most entertaining mayhem and chaos occurs, when the field is packed, things move like lightning, and you can't find the cursor. Yeah, I'm lazy and should be doing something more constructive, but it helps me bide the time as I wait for Allah to allow me to have you. But I did manage to watch Sailor Moon as I played video games! Efficient loafing!
Sunday, October 14, 2012
Friday, October 12, 2012
Letter to Julia 20121012
In the name of Allah, most Gracious, most Merciful.
Hello again, my beautiful Julia. How are you feeling? Please take good loving care of yourself and your precious body, because I love you, and I want to be married to you. I have never been married. You do know that, right? I'm not a prophet. I'm not an imam, or religious leader. I am not a Rasul (messenger). If I am any sort of "messenger", then it's the same message that prophet Muhammad (peace be on him) conveys, and I am his follower. Who I am a is rock star. And you are a supermodel. You are my girl. I love you, and I want to marry you.
Hello again, my beautiful Julia. How are you feeling? Please take good loving care of yourself and your precious body, because I love you, and I want to be married to you. I have never been married. You do know that, right? I'm not a prophet. I'm not an imam, or religious leader. I am not a Rasul (messenger). If I am any sort of "messenger", then it's the same message that prophet Muhammad (peace be on him) conveys, and I am his follower. Who I am a is rock star. And you are a supermodel. You are my girl. I love you, and I want to marry you.
Wednesday, October 10, 2012
Letter to Julia 20121010
In the name of Allah, most Gracious, most Merciful.
Hello Julia, my beloved young princess. How are you feeling today? You must be working hard as usual, so please make sure you are eating properly, and getting sufficient rest. I tried making steamed buns for lunch today. I'm sure you are familiar with that food... it's like dim sum, but a bun. So I made a batch of dough, my standard simple routine, just flour, water, yeast, oil and salt. And I borrowed my Mom's steamer. FOr the filling, it was liver and onions, in liver sauce. Which was quite good by itself, alhamdulillah. But the bun itself needed to be more like a cake, so next time I'll have to add sugar and an egg to the dough. Giving the dough a chance to rise would have helped too.
There is much international flavor for you, Mrs. Global! And the beauty of it is that you don't really have to go anywhere. InsyaAllah. Don't forget that Islam is between you and God, and that it has little to do with you and me. So much drama. Everything seems to be a matter of life and death to everyone. People are so intoxicated by fame. Me, I feel the same way I did 10 years ago, and in the same situation, but poorer. You my queen, please maintain your composure of regal purity and integrity.
Hello Julia, my beloved young princess. How are you feeling today? You must be working hard as usual, so please make sure you are eating properly, and getting sufficient rest. I tried making steamed buns for lunch today. I'm sure you are familiar with that food... it's like dim sum, but a bun. So I made a batch of dough, my standard simple routine, just flour, water, yeast, oil and salt. And I borrowed my Mom's steamer. FOr the filling, it was liver and onions, in liver sauce. Which was quite good by itself, alhamdulillah. But the bun itself needed to be more like a cake, so next time I'll have to add sugar and an egg to the dough. Giving the dough a chance to rise would have helped too.
There is much international flavor for you, Mrs. Global! And the beauty of it is that you don't really have to go anywhere. InsyaAllah. Don't forget that Islam is between you and God, and that it has little to do with you and me. So much drama. Everything seems to be a matter of life and death to everyone. People are so intoxicated by fame. Me, I feel the same way I did 10 years ago, and in the same situation, but poorer. You my queen, please maintain your composure of regal purity and integrity.
Qur'an 20121010
In the name of Allah, most Gracious, most Merciful.
13. O mankind! We created you from of a male and a female, and made you into nations and tribes, that you may know each other. Verily the most honored of you in the sight of Allah is the most righteous of you, and Allah has full knowledge, and is well acquainted.
14. The Arabs say, "We believe." Say, "You have no faith, but you say, 'We have submitted our wills to Allah,' for not yet has Faith entered your hearts. But if you obey Allah and God's Messenger, God will not belittle aught of your deeds, for Allah is Oft-forgiving, most Merciful."
15. Only those are Believers who have believed in Allah and God's Messenger, and have never since doubted, but have striven with their belongings and their persons in the Cause of Allah: such are the sincere ones.
16. Say, "What! Will you instruct Allah about your religion? But Allah knows all that is in the heavens and on earth. Allah has full knowledge of all things."
17. They impress on you as a favor that they have embraced Islam. Say, "Count not your Islam as a favor upon me. No, Allah has conferred a favor upon you that God has guided you to the Faith, if you be true and sincere."
18. Verily Allah knows the secrets of the heavens and the earth, and Allah sees well all that you do.
The Chambers 49:13-18
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You have no faith, but you say, "We have submitted our wills to Allah," for not yet has Faith entered your hearts. But if you obey Allah and God's Messenger, God will not belittle aught of your deeds, for Allah is Oft-forgiving, most Merciful.
What! Will you instruct Allah about your religion? But Allah knows all that is in the heavens and on earth. Allah has full knowledge of all things.
Count not your Islam as a favor upon me. No, Allah has conferred a favor upon you that God has guided you to the Faith, if you be true and sincere.
13. O mankind! We created you from of a male and a female, and made you into nations and tribes, that you may know each other. Verily the most honored of you in the sight of Allah is the most righteous of you, and Allah has full knowledge, and is well acquainted.
14. The Arabs say, "We believe." Say, "You have no faith, but you say, 'We have submitted our wills to Allah,' for not yet has Faith entered your hearts. But if you obey Allah and God's Messenger, God will not belittle aught of your deeds, for Allah is Oft-forgiving, most Merciful."
15. Only those are Believers who have believed in Allah and God's Messenger, and have never since doubted, but have striven with their belongings and their persons in the Cause of Allah: such are the sincere ones.
16. Say, "What! Will you instruct Allah about your religion? But Allah knows all that is in the heavens and on earth. Allah has full knowledge of all things."
17. They impress on you as a favor that they have embraced Islam. Say, "Count not your Islam as a favor upon me. No, Allah has conferred a favor upon you that God has guided you to the Faith, if you be true and sincere."
18. Verily Allah knows the secrets of the heavens and the earth, and Allah sees well all that you do.
The Chambers 49:13-18
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You have no faith, but you say, "We have submitted our wills to Allah," for not yet has Faith entered your hearts. But if you obey Allah and God's Messenger, God will not belittle aught of your deeds, for Allah is Oft-forgiving, most Merciful.
What! Will you instruct Allah about your religion? But Allah knows all that is in the heavens and on earth. Allah has full knowledge of all things.
Count not your Islam as a favor upon me. No, Allah has conferred a favor upon you that God has guided you to the Faith, if you be true and sincere.
Monday, October 8, 2012
Letter to Julia 20121008
In the name of Allah, most Gracious, most Merciful.
Hi there, my beloved Julia. How are you feeling? I'm sorry I didn't make it in yesterday, but I had to run an errand. Did you know that Shadowplay is a legitimately registered business in Malaysia? I registered it 2 years ago, but of course no money came in. So I was late in renewing it this year. They didn't like that, so I got slapped with a fine and made me renew for 5 years at a time. But hey, it is cool that Shadowplay is a global brand based in Malaysia. My number is RA0021863-H. The next step is to generate income.... for myself!
Needless to say that I'm tapped out after paying for that. After all, I still rely on my Mommy to feed and house me. So I will have to cut back on my internet hours. Please forgive me if I don't post a love letter as frequently. I still love you with all my heart. I will always love with all my heart.
On Sunday, I had a disastrous time cooking. Most unblessed. I had to re-roast my snack peanuts because they weren't snappy enough, and I burned half of them. The noodles I bought were terribly bitter for some reason, and ruined my curry noodles. I wasted all the curry my Mom gave me. The okra I picked from my yard was like leather, and they were baby ones too! So I gave up on food for the rest of the day. I suppose it was God's way of reminding me not to register Shadowplay as a food business.
Hi there, my beloved Julia. How are you feeling? I'm sorry I didn't make it in yesterday, but I had to run an errand. Did you know that Shadowplay is a legitimately registered business in Malaysia? I registered it 2 years ago, but of course no money came in. So I was late in renewing it this year. They didn't like that, so I got slapped with a fine and made me renew for 5 years at a time. But hey, it is cool that Shadowplay is a global brand based in Malaysia. My number is RA0021863-H. The next step is to generate income.... for myself!
Needless to say that I'm tapped out after paying for that. After all, I still rely on my Mommy to feed and house me. So I will have to cut back on my internet hours. Please forgive me if I don't post a love letter as frequently. I still love you with all my heart. I will always love with all my heart.
On Sunday, I had a disastrous time cooking. Most unblessed. I had to re-roast my snack peanuts because they weren't snappy enough, and I burned half of them. The noodles I bought were terribly bitter for some reason, and ruined my curry noodles. I wasted all the curry my Mom gave me. The okra I picked from my yard was like leather, and they were baby ones too! So I gave up on food for the rest of the day. I suppose it was God's way of reminding me not to register Shadowplay as a food business.
Friday, October 5, 2012
Letter to Julia 20121006
In the name of Allah, most Gracious, most Merciful.
Hi Sexy! Yes, you are a very sexy thing Julia, and you don't even have to try. It comes naturally for you. But that's not what I want from you. Want I want is your chastity. I want your integrity. I want your nobility. In return, I will give the same, insyaAllah. You are a princess, and I want you to have a demeanor of purity. You are my princess, and I love you. I want to marry you.
Hi Sexy! Yes, you are a very sexy thing Julia, and you don't even have to try. It comes naturally for you. But that's not what I want from you. Want I want is your chastity. I want your integrity. I want your nobility. In return, I will give the same, insyaAllah. You are a princess, and I want you to have a demeanor of purity. You are my princess, and I love you. I want to marry you.
Qur'an 20121005
In the name of Allah, most Gracious, most Merciful.
11. The Arabs who lagged behind will say to you, "We were engaged in our flocks and herds, and our families, do you then ask forgiveness for us?" They say with their tongues what is not in their hearts. Say, "Who then has any power in your behalf with Allah, if God's Will is to give you some loss, or to give you some profit? But Allah is well acquainted with all that you do."
12. No, you thought that the Messenger and the Believers would never return to their families. This seemed pleasing to your hearts, and you conceived an evil thought, for you are a people lost.
13. And if any believe not in Allah and God's Messenger, We have prepared for the unbelievers, a blazing Fire!
14. To Allah belongs the dominion of the heavens and the earth. God forgives whom God wills, and God punishes whom God wills; but Allah is Oft-Forgiving, most Merciful.
15. Those who lagged behind say, "When you march and take booty, permit us to follow you." They wish to change Allah's decree. Say, "Not thus will you follow us. Allah has already declared beforehand." Then they will say, "But you are jealous of us!" No, but little do they understand.
16. Say to the Arabs who lagged behind, "You shall be summoned to fight against a people given to vehement war. Then shall you fight, or they shall submit. Then if you show obedience, Allah will grant you a goodly reward, but if you turn back as you did before, God will punish you with a Grievous Penalty."
17. No blame is there on the blind, nor is there blame on the lame, nor on one ill. But he that obeys Allah and God's Messenger.... Will admit him to Gardens beneath which rivers flow. And he who turns back.... Will punish him with a Grievous Penalty.
The Victory 48:11-17
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Who then has any power in your behalf with Allah, if God's Will is to give you some loss, or to give you some profit? But Allah is well acquainted with all that you do.
Not thus will you follow us. Allah has already declared beforehand.
You shall be summoned to fight against a people given to vehement war. Then shall you fight, or they shall submit. Then if you show obedience, Allah will grant you a goodly reward, but if you turn back as you did before, God will punish you with a Grievous Penalty.
11. The Arabs who lagged behind will say to you, "We were engaged in our flocks and herds, and our families, do you then ask forgiveness for us?" They say with their tongues what is not in their hearts. Say, "Who then has any power in your behalf with Allah, if God's Will is to give you some loss, or to give you some profit? But Allah is well acquainted with all that you do."
12. No, you thought that the Messenger and the Believers would never return to their families. This seemed pleasing to your hearts, and you conceived an evil thought, for you are a people lost.
13. And if any believe not in Allah and God's Messenger, We have prepared for the unbelievers, a blazing Fire!
14. To Allah belongs the dominion of the heavens and the earth. God forgives whom God wills, and God punishes whom God wills; but Allah is Oft-Forgiving, most Merciful.
15. Those who lagged behind say, "When you march and take booty, permit us to follow you." They wish to change Allah's decree. Say, "Not thus will you follow us. Allah has already declared beforehand." Then they will say, "But you are jealous of us!" No, but little do they understand.
16. Say to the Arabs who lagged behind, "You shall be summoned to fight against a people given to vehement war. Then shall you fight, or they shall submit. Then if you show obedience, Allah will grant you a goodly reward, but if you turn back as you did before, God will punish you with a Grievous Penalty."
17. No blame is there on the blind, nor is there blame on the lame, nor on one ill. But he that obeys Allah and God's Messenger.... Will admit him to Gardens beneath which rivers flow. And he who turns back.... Will punish him with a Grievous Penalty.
The Victory 48:11-17
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Who then has any power in your behalf with Allah, if God's Will is to give you some loss, or to give you some profit? But Allah is well acquainted with all that you do.
Not thus will you follow us. Allah has already declared beforehand.
You shall be summoned to fight against a people given to vehement war. Then shall you fight, or they shall submit. Then if you show obedience, Allah will grant you a goodly reward, but if you turn back as you did before, God will punish you with a Grievous Penalty.
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