Stage fright

 

I believe what you are feeling is an advanced form of stage fright.  You've realized that the world is a stage and you have to perform 24/7, and play the part of a rock star.  Since you ARE a rock star, then you shouldn't have a problem.  But if you think you are just a little girl playing at being a rock star, then you're going to be very unhappy.

Say, what guitar is that Nancy's playing?

Kids

 

Dance moms.

Cruise

 

Hi Grace!  How are you feeling?  I hope you are enjoying your stay in Aspen.  I hear it's a very ritzy place.  We have to enjoy the good stuff as they come along, right?  Beautiful girl.  I want you to know that I love you and care about you.  I also want you to know that it is certain that some people are using your fear against you, to force you to make mistakes.  Please learn to put your fear in God.

I would like to show you this clip about a cruise.  It seems that food is an issue on these cruises, what with being cooped up at sea.  Can't fish and can't cook the fish either.  I've never been on a cruise, especially now, even if I could afford it I don't want to go.  The food probably isn't halal.

Malaysia Independence Day

 

Home

 

Fight to protect your home.  If you give up this house, your situation will become ugly.

Cat doctor

 

Eh, the cops aren't going to help much, so you better stay out of sight and stop going out alone.  It's the nature of our business: get rid of one guy, and another pops up in his place.  But that's true of life, one taste of death is replaced by another taste of death.  You should start doing research on security details, boss.  You've definitely stepped up in music biz, huh!  So stand your ground and protect your home, understand?  Allah saved my life over and over again, and I had to suffer other people's bullshit plus not have any money.  That's why I keep bugging you to pray and get a close relationship going with God, because the devil is in the details.

Apparently I was right about Otto having kidney disease.  He didn't have the typical symptoms, just a rash on his belly and face.  The vet gave him a couple of shots, but the relief was temporary.  I upgraded his kibble, and that helped.  What really helped were some drugs.  I had some kidney meds left over from when his dad Adolf had a clogged pee pee, so I gave Otto that.  When it worked, it confirmed he has kidney disease.  So he's been on pills ever since.  That's Otto below.  He looked a lot worse, because he kept clawing at his face.  But he's gotten much better, so Alhamdulillah.  Praise God!  He wanted to photographed today- he held that pose for 5 minutes while I fiddled with the camera.

Doctor

 

It's good to see you get some of your nerve back, Honey.  Don't forget that integrity is a marathon.  But you're not alone.  It's OK to be scared when you put your fear in God.  When you fear the humans, they will definitely consume you.

What do you think of the healer in the video?  It seems fake to me, but it could happen.  If it did happen and the healer did suck the sickness out, where do you think the sickness went?  Into the healer, of course.  Eventually the healer will rot and die.  None of the natural healers I heard of lived past 50.

Is Mary a healer?  If you counted helping people fall asleep, I suppose.  But she also agitates others, so I guess it balances out.