Television

The show never stops over here, and God sure can put on a show.  It's sunset, and it's raining heavily.  I hope you are learning to conquer your boredom with a safe pastime, Erin.  I need you to keep safe, I want nothing bad to ever happen to you.  I hardly ever get bored.  There's so much for me to do, and lately I've been getting my sleep while waiting for the computer to process.  I haven't been on Second Life lately, even though I want to.  My quota is almost up but more than that, my TV station is suddenly very popular and very busy.  It's a beautiful setup mashaAllah (by the Will of Allah).  I have no privacy, right?  So I watch what I like to watch, and since the music has serious power of endorsement, other people like to watch what I like to watch.  A LOT of people.  I should run commercials.  One day perhaps I will get paid big bucks for my endorsements inshaAllah (if God Wills).  Then I can get married!

Natty, I've been trying to guess your state of mind.  I am glad you are back in school, because I certainly don't want you to give up your education.  But I'm getting the vibe that you are ready to give up modeling altogether.  And not because of the pressure of a modeling career, but because you want your brother to shine.  That's very sweet of you Natty if so, but how does your brother feel about that?  Plus don't forget that since you are my girl, then you are living in the Public Eye.  So you might as well make some bucks while you're at it.  Being poor and having no privacy really sucks, you know that?  By the way, that bedroom look in the library is very sexy.  And those look like law books.

Pina, that spread on the table looks somewhat OK but I'm not fooled.  From the way you and your friends are dressed, I can tell that you are still living poorly.  I want you to live a comfortable life, and I feel that you should go home.

Hello, my Darling

Hi Erin, how are you doing today?  I hope you are trying to keep at home and staying safe, and not doing something reckless because you are bored.  You have to remember that you are a Queen now, you are my Rock and Roll Queen.  And you don't see royalty gallivanting around without an armed guard, do you?  If you are bored, why don't you try an intellectual pursuit?  The Internet is a huge place.  Or maybe you can build something like a model jet fighter.  There are so many things you can do with your mind.  Please realize how important you are, how important you are to me, and keep safe OK?

Hi Natty, how's it going with you?  Are you drinking lots of water, and not giving away all your hard-earned money?  I must say that you always look gorgeous in a bathrobe.  I'm trying to guess where you would be that would have cherry blossoms right now, but those hills don't look like Japan.  They look like USA.  You keep safe as well, especially when you're playing tourist.  Don't forget how beautiful you are and how much of a temptation that is to others.

I watched "Logan" today.  It made me cry.  What a beautiful little girl.  That's such a perfect recipe for a tearjerker, when the hero gives his life fighting to save his daughter, and she stays at his side weeping as he dies, saying "Daddy, Daddy!"  **sob**  I think I'll go watch it again tonight.

Faithful are for the faithful, and sluts are for sluts

I try not to slut around and I don't, with Allah as my Witness.  If I were to do so, the whole planet would instantly know.  I have no privacy!  And it is the same case for you.  While fame for you (unlike me) is great for making a living, it costs you your privacy.  Though there will be no one to stop you if you do decide to give up your chastity, there will definitely be people watching from unseen places, eating their popcorn and enjoying every minute.  It is not something that you can hide!  As it pertains to me, if you give up your chastity then it means that you have absolutely no interest in marrying me, regardless of how you feel later.  Will I have enough money to marry?  That is your leap of faith, as well as mine.  Please protect your chastity.

It's almost Ramadan

Yes, only one month left until Ramadan.  Ramadan is the fasting month for Muslims, where we do not eat, drink, swear, smoke, and engage in sexual activity from dawn to sunset every day for one month.  Most people dread Ramadan because they don't get to stuff their faces whenever they feel like it.  Weaklings.  But I like Ramadan.  It's my favorite time of the year.  I usually stay up most of the night cooking, but then I usually sleep in since there's no lunch to deal with.  I don't eat heavily for breaking fast, because there is extra worship at night at the mosque after the night prayer.  So I generally break fast at home then head out to the mosque.  There's always more food there too, so the challenge of Ramadan is actually not to gain weight.  Ironic, huh?  Also, lots of weird and wacky stuff occurs during Ramadan.  I like Ramadan.  It's my favorite time of the year. 

Is it a man's world?

So let me try to guess what happened.  You were bored, so you went out for an adventure among the grass.  I would even go so far as to say that you were parading yourself.  Then you attracted the attention of a couple of gangs who were busy fighting each other, then they started fighting over you.  After 15 minutes of terror, you finally went home and counted your blessings.  You're a brave one, aren't you?  You are beautiful and brave.  I love you.  I want you to try to keep at home and stay safe, because I love you.

I woke up at 4:30 am.  It happens.  So I fed the cats, and did some extra worship.  Then I prayed the dawn prayer, and fed the outdoor cats.  I had bought some peanuts yesterday evening, so I was portioning them out when I heard Bat Cat and the Cat Bully challenging each other.  Batty is a friend of mine, so I decided to go out and help him.  When I opened the door, Floofy darted out.  It was still dark, so I couldn't see where she went.  I heard yowling over at my parents' gate, so I went there.  Floofy was challenging the Cat Bully.  I chased him away, and went to pick her up but she ran off again back to my house.  It was dark, so I could barely see anything.  I looked for her around my house and I found her in my back yard, challenging Bat Cat.  He left when I came, and I tried to quickly grab Floofy before she took off again.  She was still hyped up, so she clawed the hell out of my hands and I had to let her go.  Ouch.  She went around the corner to my front door.  I opened the door and she went inside.  I blame myself for being stupid.  Next time I'll just let Bat Cat fight his own fights.

Natty, I want you to tell your big brother to apply to be the next James Bond.  Not only is he perfect for the part, he's still young and would have at least 7 movies ahead of him.  He needs to work on his British accent though.

Qur'an 20170427

In the name of Allah, most Gracious, most Merciful.

117. If anyone invokes besides Allah any other god, he has no authority therefore and his reckoning will be only with his Lord.  And verily the unbelievers will fail to win through.

118.  So say, "O my Lord!  Grant You forgiveness and mercy, for You are the Best of those Who show mercy!"

The Believers 23:117-118

If you feel afraid, then pray

I hope you are settling down into a relaxation mode, and enjoying your beautiful and comfy surroundings, eating fancy foods and snacking on expensive ice cream while watching TV.  Have an easy life, because I love you.  You are a Rock and Roll Queen, Erin.  And don't you forget it.

Did something scare you, Natty?  Something on the Internet perhaps, and made you afraid to express yourself?  It's OK to be afraid.  But learn how to focus your fear.  Pious people put their fear in God.  Focus this fear on God, and no one else will scare you, whether human or not.  Please pray, and talk to God in your prayer.  There, by now whatever scared you earlier has dissipated, and you are back to having fun.  Right?  You're such a beautiful girl, Natty.  Talk to your big brother, have him tell you to challenge yourself.  Please drink lots of water.