In the name of Allah, most Gracious, most Merciful.
Hi Erin! How are you, my love? I pray you are taking good care of yourself, and staying safe. I am writing this letter much later than usual. I'm deep into research on the Elisa Lam case. Why do I do this? Like I said before, I'm just sport killing.
But piecing together this case is tedious work, plus I'm relying on the Internet for information, plus it's been 3 years since she died. So it's only logical that some data has been edited. What's slow is trying to get to the bottom of the page on her blog. I've made 3 attempts already. The script crashes my pdf converter, so I have to collect the page the old fashioned way: one screen at a time. She seems like a normal girl to me, and a bookworm. This is very relevant!
You must be busy, as you usually are. Boss Model! Enjoy your success, but please rest and eat adequately, and please pray. I love you and I need you.
Monday, April 4, 2016
Sunday, April 3, 2016
Letter to Erin 20160404
In the name of Allah, most Gracious, most Merciful.
Of course, I would want to perform my wedding before yours. InshaAllah. Hopefully they are the same thing, but we will perform our humble ceremony before the lavish one, if that. Another thing is that we will need a member of your family or a close friend to serve the position of "wali", or witness/representative of your family to bear witness that you are who you are. OK? I love you and I need you.
It rained today. I've been thinking about the diagnosis of bipolar disorder. I get irritated of people automatically dismissing Elisa Lam's death as a manic episode, when not even the autopsy, while knowing of her diagnosis somehow (she's Canadian), could directly tie her death to her "disease". Toxicology detected a little of her medication in her system, so she didn't stop taking her medication, but people still attribute her death to bipolar disorder. This made me realize that if you die of bipolar disorder, it means that you didn't take your medication, you took your medication, or you took too much of your medication. Gah! A society of drug addicts. A diagnosis is obviously a great place to hang blame.
Of course, I would want to perform my wedding before yours. InshaAllah. Hopefully they are the same thing, but we will perform our humble ceremony before the lavish one, if that. Another thing is that we will need a member of your family or a close friend to serve the position of "wali", or witness/representative of your family to bear witness that you are who you are. OK? I love you and I need you.
It rained today. I've been thinking about the diagnosis of bipolar disorder. I get irritated of people automatically dismissing Elisa Lam's death as a manic episode, when not even the autopsy, while knowing of her diagnosis somehow (she's Canadian), could directly tie her death to her "disease". Toxicology detected a little of her medication in her system, so she didn't stop taking her medication, but people still attribute her death to bipolar disorder. This made me realize that if you die of bipolar disorder, it means that you didn't take your medication, you took your medication, or you took too much of your medication. Gah! A society of drug addicts. A diagnosis is obviously a great place to hang blame.
Qur'an 20160404
In the name of Allah, most Gracious, most Merciful.
168. The ones that say while they themselves sit, "If only they had listened to us, they would not have been slain." Say, "Avert death from your own selves, if you speak the truth."
(The Family of Imran 3:168)
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168. The ones that say while they themselves sit, "If only they had listened to us, they would not have been slain." Say, "Avert death from your own selves, if you speak the truth."
(The Family of Imran 3:168)
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Saturday, April 2, 2016
Letter to Erin 20160403
In the name of Allah, most Gracious, most Merciful.
Hi Erin! Whatcha doin', Honey? I guess you're busy as usual. Have you been thinking about our wedding? Since I have to pay for your house and ring inshaAllah, I'm not too enthusiastic about financing an elaborate wedding ceremony. What I want is a simple ceremony of Islamic marriage rites at the local mosque, with a modest buffet for the witnesses. If you want an elaborate wedding with paparazzi present, then get somebody to sponsor it. Just remember it's an Islamic wedding. So when you design your wedding dress, please make sure you have something to cover your hair. You are my wife inshaAllah. I love you and I need you.
I was about to go downtown to the pharmacy, then all these rain clouds showed up. There's nothing more miserable than being caught in the rain on a motorcycle, so I postponed my trip, and commenced to breaking down debris again. All the while, I was watching the sky. Still no rain. So I cooked up my dinner instead. A nice, soft tenderloin, with a thick hash brown pancake. Delicious! Want some?
Hi Erin! Whatcha doin', Honey? I guess you're busy as usual. Have you been thinking about our wedding? Since I have to pay for your house and ring inshaAllah, I'm not too enthusiastic about financing an elaborate wedding ceremony. What I want is a simple ceremony of Islamic marriage rites at the local mosque, with a modest buffet for the witnesses. If you want an elaborate wedding with paparazzi present, then get somebody to sponsor it. Just remember it's an Islamic wedding. So when you design your wedding dress, please make sure you have something to cover your hair. You are my wife inshaAllah. I love you and I need you.
I was about to go downtown to the pharmacy, then all these rain clouds showed up. There's nothing more miserable than being caught in the rain on a motorcycle, so I postponed my trip, and commenced to breaking down debris again. All the while, I was watching the sky. Still no rain. So I cooked up my dinner instead. A nice, soft tenderloin, with a thick hash brown pancake. Delicious! Want some?
Qur'an 20160403
In the name of Allah, most Gracious, most Merciful.
165. What! When a single disaster smites you, although you smote with one twice as great, do you say, "What is this?" Say, "It is from yourselves, for Allah has power over all things."
(The Family of Imran 3:165)
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165. What! When a single disaster smites you, although you smote with one twice as great, do you say, "What is this?" Say, "It is from yourselves, for Allah has power over all things."
(The Family of Imran 3:165)
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Friday, April 1, 2016
Letter to Erin 20160402
In the name of Allah, most Gracious, most Merciful.
Hi Erin! How are you today, Sweetheart? I'm stuffed right now. My Mom made rice and I ate most of it. I couldn't resist when it's my favorite, rice with crispy anchovies, spicy sauce, peanuts, and boiled egg. Oh, I'm full. It's been a usual day today, as usual. Today is Friday, so I had to attend the Friday prayer. I made a batch of dough this morning after watering the plants. It's a great batch of dough, soft and silky smooth. I had to put most of it in the freezer since it's so good. But it looks like pizza again soon.
It's basketball season, huh? It's always working season for you. Go Bulls! I'm a sports wife! I think it's also figure skating season, which is probably over now. I like ladies' figure skating, which is probably the only sport I like, even then I don't keep up. I'd better check see who's champion this year. That may have to wait, because I already used up most of my Internet quota this month. I had to update my browser for the Elisa Lam case. Her blog is very clever, and it has a script that doesn't load more of the blog unless you scroll down. So I haven't reached the bottom of the page yet. It seems constipated, so I don't think I could swallow everything she posted. But she had a very good eye for beauty. I'm still working on the case, but I am convinced right now that she wasn't insane, and certainly didn't kill herself because she was insane. Or bipolar, or whatever. Everybody gets sad sometimes. The only head that grins all the time is a skull. But it will be a while before I make a conclusion on her case, because I already used up most of my Internet quota for this month, and I still have much research to do.
Erin, please keep yourself safe, OK? You are treasure to me, so I don't want you to take any unnecessary risks. You're already successful, so what's the point of taking risks, and praise be to Allah. Please pray. I love you and I need you.
Hi Erin! How are you today, Sweetheart? I'm stuffed right now. My Mom made rice and I ate most of it. I couldn't resist when it's my favorite, rice with crispy anchovies, spicy sauce, peanuts, and boiled egg. Oh, I'm full. It's been a usual day today, as usual. Today is Friday, so I had to attend the Friday prayer. I made a batch of dough this morning after watering the plants. It's a great batch of dough, soft and silky smooth. I had to put most of it in the freezer since it's so good. But it looks like pizza again soon.
It's basketball season, huh? It's always working season for you. Go Bulls! I'm a sports wife! I think it's also figure skating season, which is probably over now. I like ladies' figure skating, which is probably the only sport I like, even then I don't keep up. I'd better check see who's champion this year. That may have to wait, because I already used up most of my Internet quota this month. I had to update my browser for the Elisa Lam case. Her blog is very clever, and it has a script that doesn't load more of the blog unless you scroll down. So I haven't reached the bottom of the page yet. It seems constipated, so I don't think I could swallow everything she posted. But she had a very good eye for beauty. I'm still working on the case, but I am convinced right now that she wasn't insane, and certainly didn't kill herself because she was insane. Or bipolar, or whatever. Everybody gets sad sometimes. The only head that grins all the time is a skull. But it will be a while before I make a conclusion on her case, because I already used up most of my Internet quota for this month, and I still have much research to do.
Erin, please keep yourself safe, OK? You are treasure to me, so I don't want you to take any unnecessary risks. You're already successful, so what's the point of taking risks, and praise be to Allah. Please pray. I love you and I need you.
Thursday, March 31, 2016
Letter to Erin 20160401
In the name of Allah, most Gracious, most Merciful.
Hi Scrapper! Oh my God, it's April already. How are you feeling today, my beautiful love? I hope you are having fun, and not worrying too much. You are the most beautiful girl in the world to me, because you are MY girl, and those other girls just look plain skanky to me. Like out of Hustler. Please give thanks to Allah for your beauty and your success. I love you and I need you.
It's another one of those "I just want to stay at home, eat what's in the cooler, and not spend a cent" days for me. If I had a lot of money, I would probably spend it, maybe. But I don't. So I stayed at home and continued to break down all that debris from chainsawing. Food is simple today. Lunch was an egg cooked in that curry paste I made the other day, eaten with sliced bread. Dinner was a huge hash brown pancake, with a burger and a sunny side up egg on top. Very filling, and simple. Next it's time to spread out my bed, then veg out and watch TV. You slow down and relax too, OK?
Hi Scrapper! Oh my God, it's April already. How are you feeling today, my beautiful love? I hope you are having fun, and not worrying too much. You are the most beautiful girl in the world to me, because you are MY girl, and those other girls just look plain skanky to me. Like out of Hustler. Please give thanks to Allah for your beauty and your success. I love you and I need you.
It's another one of those "I just want to stay at home, eat what's in the cooler, and not spend a cent" days for me. If I had a lot of money, I would probably spend it, maybe. But I don't. So I stayed at home and continued to break down all that debris from chainsawing. Food is simple today. Lunch was an egg cooked in that curry paste I made the other day, eaten with sliced bread. Dinner was a huge hash brown pancake, with a burger and a sunny side up egg on top. Very filling, and simple. Next it's time to spread out my bed, then veg out and watch TV. You slow down and relax too, OK?
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