In the name of Allah, most Gracious, most Merciful.
Hi there, my beloved young Julia! You are my beautiful princess! I pray you are taking good care of yourself, that you are eating properly, and getting sufficient rest. I'm making rice and steak in lime leaves, onions and peppers. No, there isn't a portion for you tonight. Besides, you never show up for dinner. But it's not that, if steak is on the menu, and I keep on eating your portion, then I'll bloat much faster. I'm old enough as it is, and my metabolism has slowed down. Or maybe I just don't feel like sharing. I love you anyhows, and when you do start showing up for dinner, I'll prepare enough steak. Good cuts of beef today, too. Very juicy.
As I mentioned before, what I am forced to do right now is to sing as a sort of community service. But it is the right thing to do, praise Allah, to create something good for everyone here instead of being enslaved. It would be wonderful to destroy the current system of entertainment industry, which is thoroughly evil. Allah can do that, do you have faith? Whether I submit to or resist them, the global situation remains, with all its danger. So I might as well resist them, and create something good for the community, a situation that glorifies Allah and kicks the butt of global mass media. InsyaAllah. I don't feel or think that I am anybody special, Julia. It is my responsibility to serve Allah with what Allah has given me. I don't expect these people to treat me any better than the atheists and the pagans treated me while I was in America. And they don't. Allah has been a better friend, and protects better, so I seek to please Allah. Perhaps soon Allah will grant me my own wealth so I can give you a good married life. Ya Allah, please protect and bless us here in this situation, who serve and adore You.
Friday, October 19, 2012
Wednesday, October 17, 2012
Letter to Julia 20121018
In the name of Allah, most Gracious, most Merciful.
Oh, my beautiful and precious young Julia! Please forgive me for the gap in my love letters. I'm so sorry. I love you, I love you, I love you. It's just that I had to cut back on my Internet time and commuting, because I suddenly got poorer than my usual destitute self at the beginning of the month. Please don't be angry with me. You are my girl, I love you and I want to marry you.
There is certainly a flood of confusion, and in that confusion there are certainly many idiots who add lies to confusion, in their confusion. Of course being here and seeing with your own eyes what is going on is the closest to truth, but you are probably busy with your work as you should be. So please know that I love you, and that you have my commitment to marry you.
Oh, my beautiful and precious young Julia! Please forgive me for the gap in my love letters. I'm so sorry. I love you, I love you, I love you. It's just that I had to cut back on my Internet time and commuting, because I suddenly got poorer than my usual destitute self at the beginning of the month. Please don't be angry with me. You are my girl, I love you and I want to marry you.
There is certainly a flood of confusion, and in that confusion there are certainly many idiots who add lies to confusion, in their confusion. Of course being here and seeing with your own eyes what is going on is the closest to truth, but you are probably busy with your work as you should be. So please know that I love you, and that you have my commitment to marry you.
Sunday, October 14, 2012
Letter to Julia 20121014
In the name of Allah, most Gracious, most Merciful.
Hi there, my sweetness. How are you feeling, Julia? I'm watching the Sailor Moon marathon on Shadowplay TV. You must be a little too young for Sailor Moon, huh? Let's see... 1992. What were you doing in 1992? You were 8 or 7 years old? Hey, November 2 is close by! Happy birthday, my beloved! 8 years old is perfect for watching Sailor Moon. but you must have been into sports instead, I suppose. I'm just an otaku, or more accurately, a Sailor Moon otaku. Episode 9 is so funny, when Usagi gets hexed with an impatience spell. The first season is very creepy funny, but it's the ambience that I love most. Very surreal. I guess it was surreal for me because in 2003, a year after Andre died, my apartment building was sold to a new landlord, so renovations were made, and I had to stay temporarily at an empty apartment downstairs. That's when I received the dvd of the first season of Sailor Moon, which I watched on my 2" lcd tv. Soon after, the new landlord evicted me (even though I was always prompt with rent), but praise Allah there was an empty apartment across the yard belonging to someone else, an exact mirror duplicate, upstairs even. Say, that should be the next Bond villain: an evil landlord!
Woo hoo! I have a new record on Krush, Kill and Destroy: 26,777 kills in 3.5 hours! Gaming purists would wonder why I don't play Warcraft instead, but Kknd moves much faster, and each army can have up to 1000 units on the field at a time. So I face 5 armies to rack up the kills. Of course, I choose the high ground. Secure the high ground NOW, before you all run out of time! The computer calculates the weak spots, then sends in massive numbers. What a callous general the computer is! That's when the most entertaining mayhem and chaos occurs, when the field is packed, things move like lightning, and you can't find the cursor. Yeah, I'm lazy and should be doing something more constructive, but it helps me bide the time as I wait for Allah to allow me to have you. But I did manage to watch Sailor Moon as I played video games! Efficient loafing!
Hi there, my sweetness. How are you feeling, Julia? I'm watching the Sailor Moon marathon on Shadowplay TV. You must be a little too young for Sailor Moon, huh? Let's see... 1992. What were you doing in 1992? You were 8 or 7 years old? Hey, November 2 is close by! Happy birthday, my beloved! 8 years old is perfect for watching Sailor Moon. but you must have been into sports instead, I suppose. I'm just an otaku, or more accurately, a Sailor Moon otaku. Episode 9 is so funny, when Usagi gets hexed with an impatience spell. The first season is very creepy funny, but it's the ambience that I love most. Very surreal. I guess it was surreal for me because in 2003, a year after Andre died, my apartment building was sold to a new landlord, so renovations were made, and I had to stay temporarily at an empty apartment downstairs. That's when I received the dvd of the first season of Sailor Moon, which I watched on my 2" lcd tv. Soon after, the new landlord evicted me (even though I was always prompt with rent), but praise Allah there was an empty apartment across the yard belonging to someone else, an exact mirror duplicate, upstairs even. Say, that should be the next Bond villain: an evil landlord!
Woo hoo! I have a new record on Krush, Kill and Destroy: 26,777 kills in 3.5 hours! Gaming purists would wonder why I don't play Warcraft instead, but Kknd moves much faster, and each army can have up to 1000 units on the field at a time. So I face 5 armies to rack up the kills. Of course, I choose the high ground. Secure the high ground NOW, before you all run out of time! The computer calculates the weak spots, then sends in massive numbers. What a callous general the computer is! That's when the most entertaining mayhem and chaos occurs, when the field is packed, things move like lightning, and you can't find the cursor. Yeah, I'm lazy and should be doing something more constructive, but it helps me bide the time as I wait for Allah to allow me to have you. But I did manage to watch Sailor Moon as I played video games! Efficient loafing!
Friday, October 12, 2012
Letter to Julia 20121012
In the name of Allah, most Gracious, most Merciful.
Hello again, my beautiful Julia. How are you feeling? Please take good loving care of yourself and your precious body, because I love you, and I want to be married to you. I have never been married. You do know that, right? I'm not a prophet. I'm not an imam, or religious leader. I am not a Rasul (messenger). If I am any sort of "messenger", then it's the same message that prophet Muhammad (peace be on him) conveys, and I am his follower. Who I am a is rock star. And you are a supermodel. You are my girl. I love you, and I want to marry you.
Hello again, my beautiful Julia. How are you feeling? Please take good loving care of yourself and your precious body, because I love you, and I want to be married to you. I have never been married. You do know that, right? I'm not a prophet. I'm not an imam, or religious leader. I am not a Rasul (messenger). If I am any sort of "messenger", then it's the same message that prophet Muhammad (peace be on him) conveys, and I am his follower. Who I am a is rock star. And you are a supermodel. You are my girl. I love you, and I want to marry you.
Wednesday, October 10, 2012
Letter to Julia 20121010
In the name of Allah, most Gracious, most Merciful.
Hello Julia, my beloved young princess. How are you feeling today? You must be working hard as usual, so please make sure you are eating properly, and getting sufficient rest. I tried making steamed buns for lunch today. I'm sure you are familiar with that food... it's like dim sum, but a bun. So I made a batch of dough, my standard simple routine, just flour, water, yeast, oil and salt. And I borrowed my Mom's steamer. FOr the filling, it was liver and onions, in liver sauce. Which was quite good by itself, alhamdulillah. But the bun itself needed to be more like a cake, so next time I'll have to add sugar and an egg to the dough. Giving the dough a chance to rise would have helped too.
There is much international flavor for you, Mrs. Global! And the beauty of it is that you don't really have to go anywhere. InsyaAllah. Don't forget that Islam is between you and God, and that it has little to do with you and me. So much drama. Everything seems to be a matter of life and death to everyone. People are so intoxicated by fame. Me, I feel the same way I did 10 years ago, and in the same situation, but poorer. You my queen, please maintain your composure of regal purity and integrity.
Hello Julia, my beloved young princess. How are you feeling today? You must be working hard as usual, so please make sure you are eating properly, and getting sufficient rest. I tried making steamed buns for lunch today. I'm sure you are familiar with that food... it's like dim sum, but a bun. So I made a batch of dough, my standard simple routine, just flour, water, yeast, oil and salt. And I borrowed my Mom's steamer. FOr the filling, it was liver and onions, in liver sauce. Which was quite good by itself, alhamdulillah. But the bun itself needed to be more like a cake, so next time I'll have to add sugar and an egg to the dough. Giving the dough a chance to rise would have helped too.
There is much international flavor for you, Mrs. Global! And the beauty of it is that you don't really have to go anywhere. InsyaAllah. Don't forget that Islam is between you and God, and that it has little to do with you and me. So much drama. Everything seems to be a matter of life and death to everyone. People are so intoxicated by fame. Me, I feel the same way I did 10 years ago, and in the same situation, but poorer. You my queen, please maintain your composure of regal purity and integrity.
Qur'an 20121010
In the name of Allah, most Gracious, most Merciful.
13. O mankind! We created you from of a male and a female, and made you into nations and tribes, that you may know each other. Verily the most honored of you in the sight of Allah is the most righteous of you, and Allah has full knowledge, and is well acquainted.
14. The Arabs say, "We believe." Say, "You have no faith, but you say, 'We have submitted our wills to Allah,' for not yet has Faith entered your hearts. But if you obey Allah and God's Messenger, God will not belittle aught of your deeds, for Allah is Oft-forgiving, most Merciful."
15. Only those are Believers who have believed in Allah and God's Messenger, and have never since doubted, but have striven with their belongings and their persons in the Cause of Allah: such are the sincere ones.
16. Say, "What! Will you instruct Allah about your religion? But Allah knows all that is in the heavens and on earth. Allah has full knowledge of all things."
17. They impress on you as a favor that they have embraced Islam. Say, "Count not your Islam as a favor upon me. No, Allah has conferred a favor upon you that God has guided you to the Faith, if you be true and sincere."
18. Verily Allah knows the secrets of the heavens and the earth, and Allah sees well all that you do.
The Chambers 49:13-18
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You have no faith, but you say, "We have submitted our wills to Allah," for not yet has Faith entered your hearts. But if you obey Allah and God's Messenger, God will not belittle aught of your deeds, for Allah is Oft-forgiving, most Merciful.
What! Will you instruct Allah about your religion? But Allah knows all that is in the heavens and on earth. Allah has full knowledge of all things.
Count not your Islam as a favor upon me. No, Allah has conferred a favor upon you that God has guided you to the Faith, if you be true and sincere.
13. O mankind! We created you from of a male and a female, and made you into nations and tribes, that you may know each other. Verily the most honored of you in the sight of Allah is the most righteous of you, and Allah has full knowledge, and is well acquainted.
14. The Arabs say, "We believe." Say, "You have no faith, but you say, 'We have submitted our wills to Allah,' for not yet has Faith entered your hearts. But if you obey Allah and God's Messenger, God will not belittle aught of your deeds, for Allah is Oft-forgiving, most Merciful."
15. Only those are Believers who have believed in Allah and God's Messenger, and have never since doubted, but have striven with their belongings and their persons in the Cause of Allah: such are the sincere ones.
16. Say, "What! Will you instruct Allah about your religion? But Allah knows all that is in the heavens and on earth. Allah has full knowledge of all things."
17. They impress on you as a favor that they have embraced Islam. Say, "Count not your Islam as a favor upon me. No, Allah has conferred a favor upon you that God has guided you to the Faith, if you be true and sincere."
18. Verily Allah knows the secrets of the heavens and the earth, and Allah sees well all that you do.
The Chambers 49:13-18
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You have no faith, but you say, "We have submitted our wills to Allah," for not yet has Faith entered your hearts. But if you obey Allah and God's Messenger, God will not belittle aught of your deeds, for Allah is Oft-forgiving, most Merciful.
What! Will you instruct Allah about your religion? But Allah knows all that is in the heavens and on earth. Allah has full knowledge of all things.
Count not your Islam as a favor upon me. No, Allah has conferred a favor upon you that God has guided you to the Faith, if you be true and sincere.
Monday, October 8, 2012
Letter to Julia 20121008
In the name of Allah, most Gracious, most Merciful.
Hi there, my beloved Julia. How are you feeling? I'm sorry I didn't make it in yesterday, but I had to run an errand. Did you know that Shadowplay is a legitimately registered business in Malaysia? I registered it 2 years ago, but of course no money came in. So I was late in renewing it this year. They didn't like that, so I got slapped with a fine and made me renew for 5 years at a time. But hey, it is cool that Shadowplay is a global brand based in Malaysia. My number is RA0021863-H. The next step is to generate income.... for myself!
Needless to say that I'm tapped out after paying for that. After all, I still rely on my Mommy to feed and house me. So I will have to cut back on my internet hours. Please forgive me if I don't post a love letter as frequently. I still love you with all my heart. I will always love with all my heart.
On Sunday, I had a disastrous time cooking. Most unblessed. I had to re-roast my snack peanuts because they weren't snappy enough, and I burned half of them. The noodles I bought were terribly bitter for some reason, and ruined my curry noodles. I wasted all the curry my Mom gave me. The okra I picked from my yard was like leather, and they were baby ones too! So I gave up on food for the rest of the day. I suppose it was God's way of reminding me not to register Shadowplay as a food business.
Hi there, my beloved Julia. How are you feeling? I'm sorry I didn't make it in yesterday, but I had to run an errand. Did you know that Shadowplay is a legitimately registered business in Malaysia? I registered it 2 years ago, but of course no money came in. So I was late in renewing it this year. They didn't like that, so I got slapped with a fine and made me renew for 5 years at a time. But hey, it is cool that Shadowplay is a global brand based in Malaysia. My number is RA0021863-H. The next step is to generate income.... for myself!
Needless to say that I'm tapped out after paying for that. After all, I still rely on my Mommy to feed and house me. So I will have to cut back on my internet hours. Please forgive me if I don't post a love letter as frequently. I still love you with all my heart. I will always love with all my heart.
On Sunday, I had a disastrous time cooking. Most unblessed. I had to re-roast my snack peanuts because they weren't snappy enough, and I burned half of them. The noodles I bought were terribly bitter for some reason, and ruined my curry noodles. I wasted all the curry my Mom gave me. The okra I picked from my yard was like leather, and they were baby ones too! So I gave up on food for the rest of the day. I suppose it was God's way of reminding me not to register Shadowplay as a food business.
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