Letter to Julia 20140729

In the name of Allah, most Gracious, most Merciful.

You know, I'm quite used to being lonely.  It could be that I'm just a loner, but like anything else you get used to it, whether you like it or not.  God has been my only friend on countless occasions.  I've had glimpses of happiness like most people, but I don't know what happiness is.  Plus, I have to work everyday.  So I don't share the same attachment others have to public holidays.  And the Eid, for that matter.  I love Ramadan, but I'm not very sentimental about the Eid.  And Muslims don't celebrate Christmas.

I don't think it's the same with you.  You need your friends and your social circles, while I am promising you a family you can call your own, you will have to be the main power in making the Eid a sentimental occasion for our family.  It's not like you will have to abandon your friends, I'm just saying that I don't have many friends.  You could probably make new friends, however difficult that may be to find sincere ones while living in the public eye, being as beautiful as you are.  I'm trying to point out how helpful it is to each other, to have both Julia and Erin as my wives.  I love you, I love you.  And I need you, I need you.