Thursday, June 30, 2016

Spaghetti with meatballs plus melted cheese and extra extra basil

I don't know about you, but I prefer my spaghetti noodles chilled after being cooked al dente.

By the way, The Boss has informed me that I have to stay away from the dance club for a week, so don't bother looking for me there.


I have a circle mold





Wednesday, June 29, 2016

Enjoy good food

As my girl, you are automatically a professional endorser of food products, so please eat out or buy foods that you enjoy, while staying as halal as possible.  Always say, "In the name of Allah, Most Gracious Most Merciful" before the first bite.  Whisper it.  Don't eat of foods of which the name of Allah has not been invoked.

It's not easy being beautiful

You know this, right?  Not only do you need help from God, you have to have the right attitude, and put in the physical labor, plus with stand the arrows of oh jealousy!  Being a beautiful avatar is much the same.  You have to make the effort to find the right clothes and items, and you have to put in the time for trial and error in matters of appearance.  Oh, beauty is a burden.  I'm sure plenty of people have kicked their computer screens in trying to make their avatar look good.



Tuesday, June 28, 2016

Allah made her beautiful

In Second Life, I am currently homeless.  So I always go somewhere where there's no one there to change my outfit before I go back to work.  While some of the builds are gorgeous, people tend to congregate at social spots anyway like dance clubs.  She's beautiful isn't she?  She has a big dick.  It is Second Life, after all.



Qur'an 20160629

In the name of Allah, most Gracious, most Merciful.

109.  They swear their strongest oaths by Allah, that if a Sign came to them, by it they would believe.  Say, "Certainly Signs are in the power of Allah.  But what will make you realize that if Signs came, they would not believe?"

110.  We shall turn to their hearts and their eyes, even as they refused to believe in this in the first instance, We shall leave them in their trespasses to wander in distraction.

(The Cattle 6:109-110)
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Hello Beautiful!

That sandwich looks delicious.  It's a lovely day today, nice and cool.  No sweat!  I didn't have to turn on the AC until 3 pm.  No shadows, either.  Overcast.

How do you like my outfit today?  Almost a Scottish look with the tartan jacket, with my Lady Di t-shirt underneath.  This is my guilty pleasure: I like playing dolly.  I wouldn't be able to dress this way in real life even if I were a woman.  I would have to wait until the next life, and hope that God will relax the dress code.  I like simple lines and conservative cuts, but sometimes I can get outlandish with color.  What's hard to find in SL are good skirts.  I have to avoid dancing on the logo, because it neutralizes the alpha on my shoes. and you can see the shadow of my feet.

Monday, June 27, 2016

Hey, that looks like fun

Please be careful of thugs, though.  I recall seeing people dance naked in the streets, but I don't want you to do that.

I've been hanging out and dancing at my favorite club on SL.  Though I like the club because it's strategically small and I like the dance ball, this is not an endorsement though.  The owner is an Irish chauvinist, and I've been kicked out of there a few times already.  But I do like the club.

Sunday, June 26, 2016

It's been a wacky weekend

typical of Ramadan.  But I have to hold my patience, so I can't talk about it.

I harvested some mangoes from the old tree in my front yard this morning.  Not harumanis, but not bad.  Juice squirted out of the stems as the fruit fell off, and splattered my chest.  My skin turned red where it came in contact with the juice.  I guess I should have worn a shirt.  I'm going to let these bad boys ripen off the tree, then stick them in my cooler.
I've had a pining for burgers lately, so that's what I had for breaking fast today.  With hot and spicy potato chips!



Saturday, June 25, 2016

Friday, June 24, 2016

Qur'an 20160625

In the name of Allah, most Gracious, most Merciful.

80.  They were those who received Allah's guidance.  Copy the guidance they received.  Say, "No reward for this do I ask of you.  This is no less than a message to the worlds."

81.  No just estimate of Allah do they make when they say, "Nothing does Allah send down to man."  Say, "Who then sent down the Book which Moses brought?  A light and guidance to humans, but you make it into sheets for show, while you conceal much.  Therein were you taught that which you knew not, neither you nor your fathers."  Say, "Allah!"  Then leave them to plunge in vain discourse and trifling.

(The Cattle 6:80-81)
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Humph

but I'm happy to see you in a better mood.  Keep on running.

For breaking fast today was mackerel sashimi.  Excellent!  Alhamdulillah.
This morning I attended an live interview on the VR world Second Life.  I think I'll spend more time there from now on.


Wednesday, June 22, 2016

Home made chili

I'm actually just a puppy dog.  But nobody likes Zam the puppy dog.  Not my parents.  Not you.  People much prefer Zam the wolf.

It's 3:17 am and I just made a fresh batch of chili.  I woke up at 1:17 am to cook it.  I don't like speed cooking anymore.  I don't work in a restaurant, so why should I have to?  I cook so slowly nowadays, it makes my cats frantic.  It's a great batch of chili alhamdulillah, and there's plenty for the whole family.

Finally getting enough sleep

even though it's sporadic, the numbers add up.  Ramadan is a happening month.

Tuesday, June 21, 2016

The moon is clearer tonight


Every soul delivers itself to ruin by its own acts

The fish food pellets I use are quite small, smaller than the fish's mouth.  After soaking in water for a while, they expand to about 3x the original size.  I've never seen any of the fish swallow the whole thing: they just peck at it.  But at the beginning of Ramadan one of the fish did eat the whole thing at once.  The pellet expanded in its stomach, and the stomach exploded.

Monday, June 20, 2016

Qur'an 20160621

In the name of Allah, most Gracious, most Merciful.

71.  Say, "Shall we call upon others besides Allah, things that can do us neither harm nor good, and turn back after receiving guidance from Allah, like one whom the evil ones have made into a fool, wandering bewildered through the earth, his friends calling 'Come to us", guiding him to the path?"  Say, "Allah's guidance is The Guidance, and we have been directed to submit ourselves to the Lord of the worlds."

(The Cattle 6:71)
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Sunday, June 19, 2016

Letter to Erin 20160620

In the name of Allah, most Gracious, most Merciful.

There is indication of the mob in Antonia's affairs.  Organized crime has become more efficient since the 1930's, but the glaring flaw has remained the same: when the richest people get richer, what do they do with their money?  They spend it on entertainment.  Media, gambling, prostitution, etc.

I want to help her, but she could not give me any indication that she would make a good Muslim wife.  Another way she could possibly escape is to be involved in German nationalism, but if she rejects God then there is no salvation.  You can't save someone who doesn't want to be saved.

This also confirms my suspicion that there is mob involvement in the Middle East.  So beware the presidential candidate with blatant mob connections.

Wanna go to Rome?

Antonia!

I suggest you have some knowledge of the Qur'an if you want to tackle the Middle East.  The Middle East is destined to be a mess, but perhaps Allah might protect you.

I'll have to admit that your boyfriend(s) have made me lose interest in you.  Since I never offered any sort of dowry, then you are not to blame.  You can do whatever you feel.  I certainly can understand that you don't want to be alone.  Who does?  Please drink plenty of milk, and eats lots of poultry.

Qur'an 20160620

In the name of Allah, most Gracious, most Merciful.

63.  Say, "Who is it that delivers you from the dark recesses of land and sea.  When you call upon God in humility and in silent terror, 'If God only delivers us from these, we shall truly show our gratitude'?"

64.  Say, "It is Allah that delivers you from these and all distresses, and yet you worship false gods!"

65.  Say, "God has power to send calamities on you from above and below, or to cover you with confusion in party strife, giving you a taste of mutual vengeance, each from the other."  See how We explain the Signs by various ways, that they may understand.

66.  But your people reject this.  Say, "Not mine is the responsibility for arranging your affairs."

(The Cattle 6:63-66)
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Here's the full moon behind the clouds

taken with my crummy cell phone camera at its maximum magnification of 4x

I know you don't eat gluten but you have to check out this pizza crust!




Saturday, June 18, 2016

Qur'an 20160619

In the name of Allah, most Gracious, most Merciful.

56.  Say, "I am forbidden to worship those whom you call upon other than Allah."  Say, "I will not follow your desires.  If I did, I would stray from the path, and be not of the company of those who receive guidance."

57.  Say, "For me, I be on a clear Sign from my Lord, but you reject God.  What you would see hastened is not in my power.  The command rests with none but Allah.  God declares the Truth.  And God is the Best of judges."

58.  Say, "If what you would see hastened were in my power, the matter would be settled at once between you and me.  But Allah knows best those who do wrong."

(The Cattle 6:56-58)
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I don't think it's the full moon yet

I believe tomorrow night is the full moon.  Andre once told me that people behave strangely on the night before the full moon.  I don't know about that, but tonight so far there's been a cat fight.  The local mosque is giving alms to the poor and the orphans right now, which is a 4 hour event and includes a feast.  Islam encourages giving charity, but not to beg or borrow.  I am not attending the event.  Instead I stayed at home, and ate until I'm full.  I'm really full right now, it hurts.  Alhamdulillah.

Friday, June 17, 2016

Qur'an 20160618

In the name of Allah, most Gracious, most Merciful.

50.  Say, "I tell you not that with me are the Treasures of Allah, nor do I know what is hidden, nor do I tell you I am an angel.  I follow what is revealed to me."  Say, "Can the blind be held equal to the seeing?"  Will you then consider not?

51.  Give this warning to those in them is the fear that they will be brought before their Lord: except for God they will have no protector nor intercessor, that they be wary.

(The Cattle 6:50-51)
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Hello Darling

Didn't you like my chicken noodle soup?  I have to try to make it simpler, I guess.  Tasted great though!  Or do noodles have gluten?  I guess they do.  Well, you cheer up and stay optimistic.  I'm having a blast here, just being and being me.  I really enjoy Ramadan.  Alhamdulillah.  I love you, Sweetie.

I like this new routine

of posting when I feel like it.  The old routine of writing a long-winded letter daily was getting stale, don't you agree?  You know I check up on you several times a day, and this way I don't spend so much time composing letters, time I don't have during Ramadan.  This way is also more unpredictable.

My Mom gave me cake for her birthday!






My masterpiece today is chicken franks in bamboo shoot sauerkraut!  It tastes like hot dogs cooked in sauerkraut, but I'm so pleased with it!
Does it seem like to you that Antonia and her boyfriend are being held prisoner?


Thursday, June 16, 2016

Chicken soup for your soul, my beloved

Are you learning how to feel better?

Today is my Mom's birthday!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOM!

Wednesday, June 15, 2016

Antonia!

Did you arrange a tour with a German or Swiss cheese maker like I told you?  Please do as I tell you.  Wear a nice dress suit when you visit them, and be beautiful.

Other people's food




Qur'an 20160616

In the name of Allah, most Gracious, most Merciful.

40.  Say, "Think you to yourselves if there come upon you the Wrath of Allah or the Hour, would you then call upon other than Allah?  If you are truthful!"

41.  Say, "No, on God would you call, and if it be God's Will, God would remove which occasioned your call upon God, and you would forget which you join with God."

42.  Before you We sent to many nations, and We afflicted the nations with suffering and adversity, that they might learn humility.

43.  When the suffering reached them from Us, why did they not learn humility?  On the contrary, their hearts became hardened, and Satan made their acts seem alluring to them.

44.  But when they forgot the warning they had received, We opened to them the gates of all things until, in the midst of their enjoyment of Our gifts, of a sudden We called them to account, and they were plunged into despair.

45.  Of the wrongdoers the last remnant was cut off.  Praise be to Allah, the Cherisher of the worlds.

46.  Say, "Think you if Allah took away your hearing and your sight and sealed up your hearts, who, a god other than Allah, could restore them to you?"  See how We explain the Signs in various ways, yet they turn aside.

47.  Say, "Think you if the punishment of Allah comes to you, whether suddenly or openly, will any be destroyed except those who do wrong?"

(The Cattle 6:40-47)
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Just a reminder

For you to please enjoy the best foods, halal and good.

Also, beware the hairdresser.  She is an ally of the woman who looks like a burger.

Tuesday, June 14, 2016


Qur'an 20160615

In the name of Allah, most Gracious, most Merciful.

37.  They say, "Why is not a sign sent down to him from his Lord?"  Say, "Allah has certainly power to send down a sign, but most of them understand not."

(The Cattle 6:37)
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My dearest, precious, sensitive heart

As I reflect upon all those letters I wrote, I realize that I have failed.  Again.  Not just in becoming wealthy enough to marry and support my family.  I failed to prepare you against the monster of mass media.  Even though I knew this moment of truth would happen to you long ago, how could you understand something that you've never encountered?  Would you take my word for it?  No, that's not logical.  You had to experience it for yourself.

Now that you know what it is, I'm asking you to let me handle the monster, and for you to just be my girl.  Just be my girl.  Allah has prepared me for this work, and will aid me inshaAllah.  I can't give up on you, I just can't do it.  So you please don't give up on yourself.  Don't destroy yourself with booze or drugs.  Take heart, and please pray.  I love you and I need you.

Monday, June 13, 2016

The local mosque gives away rice gruel for Ramadan



Snap out of the gloom, Mrs. Global

You have a responsibility to those who need you to be optimistic.  Plus it's affecting your appearance.  Have you gone running lately?  You need to go running.  Get those endorphins pumping.

I love you.

Sunday, June 12, 2016

I bought a white rose for my Mom's birthday

Yeah, my mother is a Gemini too, whatever that means.



Erin, you are beautiful

and you are loved.  Many people tell you that every day, including me.  Which might make you numb, but don't you dare lose you self-esteem.

Malaysia has gun control laws.  While it won't protect you from illegal guns, the number and the percentage of gun deaths are significantly lower than the US.  While one can legally own a firearm by obtaining a license, if you have a gun without a license then it's the hangman's noose as penalty.

Qur'an 20160613

In the name of Allah, most Gracious, most Merciful.

15.  Say, "I would, if I disobeyed my Lord, indeed have fear of the penalty of a Mighty Day."

16.  On that day, if the penalty is averted from any, it is due to God's Mercy, and that would be the obvious fulfillment of all desire.

17.  If Allah touch you with affliction, none can remove it but God.  If God touch you with happiness, God has power over all things.

18.  God is the Irresistible, from above God's worshipers, and God is the Wise, Acquainted with all things.

19.  Say, "What thing is most weighty in evidence?"  Say, "Allah is witness between you and me.  This Qur'an has been revealed to me by inspiration, that I may warn you and all whom it reaches.  Can you bear witness that besides Allah there is another God?"  Say, "No!  I cannot bear witness!"  Say, "But in truth God is the One God, and I truly am innocent of joining others with God."

(The Cattle 6:15-19)
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Yes, I love you

Floofy and her daughters



I keep Floofy and her daughters inside the house so they stay safe, and beautiful.  Hey, who let Floofy out?  Oh, someone built a secret cat door at the window behind the curtains...

Saturday, June 11, 2016

Qur'an 20160612

In the name of Allah, most Gracious, most Merciful.

11.  Say, "Travel through the earth and see what was the end of those who rejected truth."

12.  Say, "To whom belongs all that is in the heavens and on earth?"  Say, "To Allah.  God has inscribed for Godself mercy.  That God will gather you together for the Day of Judgement.  There is no doubt whatever.  It is they who have lost their souls, that will not believe."

13.  To God belongs all that dwells in the night and the day.  For God is the One Who Hears and Knows all things.

14.  Say, "Shall I take for protector any other than Allah, the Maker of the heavens and the earth?  And God it is that feeds but is not fed."  Say, "No, but I am commanded to be the first of those who bow to Allah, and be not of the company of those who join gods with Allah."

(The Cattle 6:11-14)
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Murtabak

Flat bread stuffed with eggs, onion, and meat.  Served with a side of pickled onions.  Take out!