Mouse plague

 

Hi Natty!  How are you, Honey?  Have those tears dried yet?  Frankly, I'm displeased with those people who displayed themselves to you like that and messed with your emotions.  I suppose their perspective is that you should expect and accept it.  After all, this is California!  California, the land of fake friends.  At least you weren't lured to Hollywood with talk about being a star, and spending all your worldly wealth.  I'm sure you would agree with me that true friends are hard to find.  Therefore, the norm is to interact with superficial people.  How would you detect a hypocrite?  By the change of expression on their face when they turn away after talking to you.  From a pleasing appearance to an expression of disgust.  Anyway, strengthen your heart my love.  The next time people mess with your feelings like that, take a snapshot of them and send it to me.  They will be taken care of.

A dream of mice means insincere friends, domestic problems, and a bad omen for business.

Eye strain

 

Aw Natty, do you envy your friends' romance?  Or do you feel left out?  You're not left out, you know.  I love you, and I give my life to you.  So please don't strain your eyes at what other people have.   There is a balance to everything, and you wouldn't want to have their problems.  Have you considered that others envy us?  You know that is so.  I don't care so much about envy.  I just want to be with you always.  We will take long walks together.  We will drive around the countryside together.  We will go grocery shopping together, and pick out fruits and vegetables for your smoothies.  We will go to the tropical beaches nearby and have picnics on the sand.  InshaAllah.

Honey, please!  You MUST be optimistic.  Not just for us, but also because you have chosen sales as a career, and sales is very emotional work.  So you must cheer yourself up everyday.  It's not just your heart and feelings anymore, you take me with you whichever direction you choose to go.  So please be positive, and don't covet.  Allah will bring us together, and everything will work out fantastically for us inshaAllah.

All that staring at a computer/cell phone causes eye strain.  Please take care of your eyes, because bloodshot and swollen eyes are not photogenic.  You have a professional responsibility to maintain your health and beauty.  So take naps.  Use eye medicine.

Sleeping beauty

 

Hi Natty!  Hi Sleeping Beauty!  Are you catching up on some lost rest?  One thing about being your own boss, is that in the beginning there is a lot of extra time.  But it's a good thing.  Sleeping means that you're not awake and worrying about whatever.  I wish I had made excellent music when I started out, but it took years to gain just a little bit of quality, and perfection has yet to happen.  It's so frustrating, Natty.  It means that success means that people listen to the garbage I put out when I was young and they think it's good.

Nowadays there's not enough time.  That's because the garbage manifests itself as unwanted tasks, and I have  less time to do the stuff I want to do.  Also the good stuff takes time, and cannot be hurried.  Also I run out of energy, and I need a nap before I can move to the next task.  Sigh.  I don't desire to be young again though, because things happened as they did for a reason.  And if I were to go back, I would probably screw it all up all over again.  So take this time to focus on quality and precision, Honey.  Be meticulous.

And if you want to sleep a lot, that's OK too.  Just dress up in beautiful clothes and take snapshots.

Nothing

Nose for the spotlight

 Hi Natty.  New place?  Away from LA?  It looks suburbia.  Those are some nice shoes, and they match well with your lovely legs.  I guess when you get your house inshaAllah, I will have to put something on my feet.  I have trouble finding shoes my size, my feet are too big.  I was blessed to find size 11 rubber boots for yard work, even that is getting tight.  Dog in the house?  My cats have been very neat and tidy lately, because I've been doctoring them correctly alhamdulillah.  Adolf Kitler is a good boy too, he's never marked nor humped anything other than female cats.  Nice orchids.  Do you have many other suitors?  I don't have any suitors.  I am treated like a man, and expected to take what I want.  But I don't want anybody here, not even the food because I can cook for myself.  I want my Natty.  I'm sorry I'm so slow in marrying you, but I need money and I'm not allowed to ask because the music serves Allah.  I have to have faith, so please forgive me and trust me, and have faith that God will bring us together.

The LeLutka Lilly head seems to have a strange shadow on the nose when I use the spotlight.  I expect it wasn't designed to have such a bulbous nose like Mary Unknown7.  So I used the Catwa Majer head for today's snapshots.  Catwa rejoice!

A lovely day

 Hi Natty!  How are you today, Honey?  I sure hope you are feeling great and all is easy going for you.  It's  lovely day over here!  There's a good cloud cover blocking the sun, and it's so nice and cool.  I felt so comfortable this morning and afternoon, I was so happy!  I made stew for lunch, with beef, potatoes, eggplant, onions, and garlic.  It was OK, average I would say.  It would have been better if I had stewed it longer, but I wanted to eat.  I did some yard work in the evening, I went around the compound with a hoe and whacked away at unwanted plants.  Dinner was a cheeseburger with fries, but I had cut up too many potatoes in cubes for the stew and I had to use them up, so my fries were potato cubes.  It makes a difference, I think.  Fries should be long, and shaped like fries.

There seemed to be a problem with the stream today.  The http://s3.free-shoutcast.com:18276/ stream worked fine all the way through Mary's karaoke session, but the server2.luschaudio.com:9208 stream started cutting out every 15 seconds, about 45 minutes into the set.  I pray that it was a temporary problem.

  

Steak and cheese sandwiches

 

Hi Natty!  How are you, my darling?  Is everything going smoothly for you?  I do hope so.  Please be vigilant about taking care of your safety and health.  Do you like steak?  I love steak!  I had a craving for steak and cheese sandwiches today.  I think steak and cheese sandwiches are pretty easy, as long as you keep the ingredients top quality and the beef tender.  That video above seems like a good recipe, I'm sure the food was good.  I on the other hand, I can't afford ribeye.  But I do what I can with what I can afford, so I transformed my bulk roast beef recipe into steak.  It turned out to be a success, alhamdulillah.  What would have made it perfect was mushrooms, and perhaps more butter.  Maybe I will go out and get some tomorrow.  Would you like a steak and cheese sandwich?