Homesick

Hi Erin, yeah I know you are watching this but I have to address her emotions regarding this matter.  I know what it is to be homesick.  The pain is in the heart, and it's amplified by guilt that we aren't doing enough for our family.  You have probably already set up camp close to home, it's probably easier to wait there.  And that should be your plan Natty, if those emotions are too much to bear.  I hope you bought some real estate in your home town like I asked you to, for you may need it sooner than later.  Work from there while you wait for me to get my shit together.  Perhaps you might want to try environmental engineering.  I won't abandon you InshaAllah.