The point again being...

Sometimes I forget myself, and forget why what I do is so important.  I get frustrated because I'm still not married to my Erin and Natty, I still can't afford to get married.  The spiritual issue is more important than that.  When wealthy people believe that they are self-sufficient, they are not going to care much about God.  This is reflected in their actions, how they treat the poor.  Here I live in a poor state, the villagers here are not wealthy.  But there are those among the people here that truly care about God, and they treat the poor with dignity and respect.  That is one of the main reasons why I stand my ground here.