Wherever you go, there you are

I assume you must be feeling a little spooked Honey, and it's OK.  It's OK to be scared.  Actually we have to be scared, then focus our fear on Allah.  Put all your fear into God, and God will strengthen your heart so that you do not become paralyzed with fear.  You can imagine that the evil people are afraid as well (the envious, thugs, hypocrites, crooks, corrupt governments), that's why they behave as they do because they are afraid.  But they do not have the hope of Allah.  However, you actually feel a little thrilled about this exciting life of yours, huh?  This beautiful life, this path you have chosen that very few others understand, even though they may be rich and influential.  If you were to live a "normal" life like most everybody else, you would still be subjected to fear (the envious, thugs, hypocrites, crooks, corrupt governments).  Life isn't supposed to be easy.  So you keep on with whatever business you are doing and don't be intimidated, and please pray.  Pray.  InshaAllah, everything will turn out just great.

Ya Allah, the Protector, please protect my Erin and Natty.