Things suddenly got clearer (or blurrier, depending from what you're looking out of)

Hi Natty!  How are you feeling today, my beauty?  I hope everything is going great for you, and that you are having a marvelous time.  What did you have for dinner?  I had some tortillas, with breaded chicken, beans, sauteed onions, and shredded lettuce.  Nothing special, but at least I didn't spend any money today.  Save, save, save!  Not much going on, just the usual routine and mishaps.  I watch a lot of YouTube.  I like to look for great new chick singers.  The Internet is so handy: I get to enjoy new music without having to go to clubs and parties.  No Sweetie, I would never marry a singer.  Competition is fun to race with, but not to marry.  Plus, none of them are as pretty as you.  You are professional pretty!  I don't use social media other than this blog, and I guess you can't call this social since it's a monologue.  So it's interesting to see others try to communicate with me by way of Google.  😀  At least I don't have to socialize with them.  Anyway my darling, I have a new problem to deal with so I am going to go figure it out now.  Looks like I won't be joining the night prayer at the mosque tonight.  I love you, Natty!

Qur'an 20190217

In the name of Allah, most Gracious, most Merciful.

80.  They were those who received Allah's guidance.  Copy the guidance they received.  Say, "No reward for this do I ask of you.  This is no less than a message to the worlds."

81.  No just estimate of Allah do they make when they say, "Nothing does Allah send down to man."  Say, "Who then sent down the Book which Moses brought?  A light and guidance to humans, but you make it into sheets for show, while you conceal much.  Therein were you taught that which you knew not, neither you nor your fathers."  Say, "Allah!"  Then leave them to plunge in vain discourse and trifling.

(The Cattle 6:80-81)
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Well then

I'm still as broke as I was in 2013 but by the grace of God, I managed to keep the music alive.  So while I have no friends, the music now has countless friends and profound influence and is helping my Natty make a living inshaAllah.  So Erin, if you want the music to help you make a living then you need to come out of hiding and get active.  No more of this "secret separation", if you want to be married to me, then start now already.  I get to be mysterious: you on the other hand, people need to see your face because it reassures them.  America is beautiful.  I assume that you need money, because salmon is not caviar.  I sure hope you didn't quit your sports gigs.  But please be seen as much as possible, even if it's only Instagram.  Right now you're hard for me to find, so much that it seems like I'll be finding Natty first when the money comes inshaAllah.  So please get active, and stay fit.  Yes, I am upset with you.  But I still love you.  😒

That's a nice jacket

Wow Natty, you look really sexy!  That's a beautiful jacket too.  It's very "Dancing Queen"-ish.  It must be very expensive.  Are you sure it's OK to get it wet?  Oh, they have a million of them.  What if they sell out?

By the way, I want to thank you for responding to my love.  I know it's a scary situation, but my heart really appreciates that I am not the only one doing all the talking.  Yeah big business is scary, but during a hurricane, the calmest place is in the eye.

I'm hungry

Hi Natty!  How are you today?  I hope you are doing and feeling great.  It's all the same old day really, and someday we will be together inshaAllah.  I'm hungry today.  Instead of my usual 2 burritos, I had 3 for dinner.  I put milk in the dough, so the tortillas browned easily, and were very soft.  I wrapped the tortillas with shredded lettuce, fried egg, chicken nuggets, sauteed onions, cheese and pickled radish.  No sauces necessary.  It has egg, do I don't need mayo.  The salted radish adds the flavor kick, so the burritos are very mild.  Yeah, I guess it is like breakfast.  Except that it's dinner.
Want one?