It's good to see you get some of your nerve back, Honey. Don't forget that integrity is a marathon. But you're not alone. It's OK to be scared when you put your fear in God. When you fear the humans, they will definitely consume you.
What do you think of the healer in the video? It seems fake to me, but it could happen. If it did happen and the healer did suck the sickness out, where do you think the sickness went? Into the healer, of course. Eventually the healer will rot and die. None of the natural healers I heard of lived past 50.
Is Mary a healer? If you counted helping people fall asleep, I suppose. But she also agitates others, so I guess it balances out.