Monday, December 25, 2023

Sunday, December 24, 2023

Not a blessing

 
Hi Natty!  How are you feeling?  I hope you are feeling great and enjoying yourself.  Also I hope you realize that our sustenance comes from Allah and not the contracts we sign.  Even when Allah grants me the means to marry you inshaAllah, I will still have to wait for you to free yourself from your contractual obligations.  Yes Honey, I knew that from the beginning.  Just like I knew the song.  Allah didn't forbid my seeking another wife.  I chose you and I chose your well being.  I love you.  Please keep safe and healthy.

I spent last evening from 9 to 11 pm listening to music.  It's a great time for me to listen to music because I'm not drowsy.  Lately I enjoy it more, and now my subwoofer is tuned right.  I try to seek new music but cell phone Internet is so spotty, plus I'm hard to impress.  I like music that gets to my heart.  So most of the time I listen to nostalgia.  Yeah I know, nostalgia is death.  In 1985, I was thrilled when Spandau Ballet's "Parade" came out.  This particular song struck me, even though I didn't understand it.  Today it sounds like a song about music business.  Music business crookery is old hat now, but people still get taken.  "With the Pride" is a beautiful song.  That is a blessing, even though it wasn't a hit.

I seek refuge with Allah from Satan the rejected.

150.  Say, "Bring your witnesses who can prove that Allah forbids this".  If they do provide witnesses, do not bear witness with them.  Do not follow the desires of those who deny Our Signs and those who don't believe in the afterlife, and they join partners with God.

The Cattle 6:150


Saturday, December 23, 2023

You major labels are all the same

 
Hi Natty!  How are you feeling today, Honey?  What are you drinking?  I just had my ramen, if you could call that a drink.  I love ramen!  I hope you are feeling easy breezy, and keeping safe and healthy.  I love you with all of my heart.

Doesn't she realize that by the time I can afford a subscription to US Vogue, I won't need any association with Vogue?  I tell you what Anna, when the time comes I'll just buy the local Vogue off the newsstand.  If it were available out here in the sticks lol.  That's much cheaper than getting an international subscription.  Then I will do a review of your book.  Does that sound good to you?

I seek refuge with Allah from Satan the rejected.

102.  Thus they wait not but for the same as what happened to those before them.  Say, "So wait, I will wait along with you".

Jonah 10:102


Friday, December 22, 2023

The lizard hole

 
Hi Natty!  Oh, what a pleasant day in the woods.  I wish I were there with you.  It looks really wet.  I'm glad to see you dress modestly when you're not working.  You must be aware that God has made you scary beautiful lately, so it's wise not to show yourself off.  Plus, it matches the shoes.  Please keep safe and healthy.  I don't know if you would enjoy the jungles here just as much, but I will take you there someday inshaAllah.  My mother owns an orchard out in the jungle, passed on by my grandfather.  I remember spending much time there as a kid, most of my seniors were addicted to durians.  No one goes there now and it is unkempt.  Too much labor.

The trouble with the jungle is not so much the foliage, but the beasts.  They are overwhelming!  This area where I live used to be jungle and rice fields.  The jungle has gone, but the beasts remain.  Big snakes and lizards are a common sight.  One big lizard dug a hole by a pole in my back yard.  I stuffed the hole with rocks and bricks, but it kept digging.  You can see it in the photo below.  I have never been able to kill one of those lizards, but I got my first chance when the cats pointed out the lizard trying to get into the hole.  It was a huge one!  So fat that it got its head stuck.  So I grabbed my metal staff, and rained blows on it.  It was hard to aim at the hole by the pole, but I got a couple of solid hits on it.  I think I broke its back, because it didn't move its hind legs.  So I kept hitting it until it slowly crawled all the way into the hole with its front legs.  It's still down there, I will know for sure that it's dead when I smell it.  It must have been a female looking for a nest.  What, live and let live?  Are you kidding me?  Die, die, DIE!!!





Thursday, December 21, 2023

Worth the wait

 
Hi Natty!  You look so beautiful even in modest clothing, and how I long to be with you.  I love you with all my heart.  Oh Honey, I'm truly sorry about all this waiting.  I don't know if it will be worth the wait, you can see for yourself how crazy and how global our marriage is.  At least we will be together inshaAllah, I believe we need each other.  In the meantime you get to have a nice career, and you don't have to suffer the things I have to put up with.  Please be patient and pray, and keep safe and healthy.

By the way, tell Anna that since she already has my email, she might as well negotiate something that would be beneficial for both of us.  Just be straightforward and don't behave like spam.  That way, she can stop howling in her sleep.  **Sigh**



Wednesday, December 20, 2023

Stuck in their ways

 
Hi Natty!  Yes Honey, I remember that Sid Neigum dress.  I think it's very elegant, and it suits you well.  I also recall that pose, and it still makes me uncomfortable.  The outfit is nice however, and the pose really shows off the skirt.  Perhaps after we are married inshaAllah, you could do that pose for me in the bedroom and I won't be so uncomfortable.  I haven't seen that suit, but to me it's the best of the 3 outfits.  I expect you are busy consoling Vogue and the fashion industry for not being "en vogue".  That's because they're stuck in their ways, and dare not go where no man has gone before.  Keep safe and healthy, Honey.



Tuesday, December 19, 2023

Animation

 
Hi Natty!  Hm... that dress really does show off and flatter your behind.  It's so elegant that it could be formal.  The black and white photos look better.  Please keep safe and healthy during these busy times, Honey.

I may be poor but I have accumulated a lot of junk over the years, piling up and bursting out of my closets.  Stuff that I bought over the years which broke down that I thought I could repair or repurpose, and garbage coming out of my parents' house.  A few days ago I finally did a trash detail, and got rid of some of it.  There's no time anymore for all that junk, a brutal reminder that humans can only accomplish what they desire to accomplish.  Some of that junk includes software.  In 2004, I happened to have an extra RM39.90 and bought a DVD set of anime titled "Ikkitousen".  I guess I got sold by the cover, of fighting girls in skimpy and shredded Japanese school uniforms.  The cartoon art is sub par to others, which isn't a big deal when it comes to Sailor Moon, but this isn't Sailor Moon.  At least the animation is smooth!  Compared to the videos I made of Mary in Second Life.  Those videos could be SO much nicer if I had more powerful computers, like my enemies possess.  Yeah, more junk to buy.  But it's not junk if I used it.  It's a tool.  A weapon.