Letter to Erin 20160516

In the name of Allah, most Gracious, most Merciful.

Hello again beautiful Erin!  How are you today, my beloved?  Are you following the trail of philanthropy?  I guess it would be just as good to follow as to lead in this case.  Beautiful heart.  I love you and I need you.

There seems to be heavy rain on the horizon here right now.  I learned from experience that rain is heavier when the sky is grey than black.  The thunder is rolling, there's a constant rumble of thunder in the near distance, like a feedback loop.  But Allah is the One Who brings down the rain.  I was about to break down the trash on my yard to be burned, when I was distracted by some fried noodles.  I've accumulated much wood and bamboo and stuff from chainsawing around your house inshaAllah, and I need to burn it.  The local government has been very touchy lately about open burning, with sound environmental reasons, but I have a bricked in fire pit over concrete and a water hose, and I'm not setting fire in a forest or pasture.  It's not as if I can stuff all that trash in the dumpster.  And it's not just a matter of destroying trash, I need to accumulate soil for my baby mangoes.  So I have to wait until it rains, and hope all that trash burns in the rain.

I have been watching a new show available on YouTube: public freakouts!  Oh my God, it's so entertaining.  These freakouts are usually stoked by drugs and alcohol, but some of the people are clearly sober.  Always at a burger shop, pizza joint, bus, train and I found one in a lecture hall.  Can you picture yourself freaking out in public, you emotional fish?  The world is a stage, so keep your cool!  People instinct is to laugh, but I think it would be funnier to do a tap dance or a series of back flips while someone is freaking out in public.  Spread the distraction!  I'm joking!  They're all entertaining, but I hope you catch the blonde in NYC slamming into taxicabs saying "I'm sorry!  I'm sorry!"

Letter to Erin 20160515

In the name of Allah, most Gracious, most Merciful.

Hello beautiful Erin!  How are you today, my love?  Wow, what a pretty girl!  And I love  your freckles.  They match your sweet personality, so don't lose your sweetness OK?  You can tell that I'm in a better mood today.  You can always tell that my mood is improving when I start to meow again.  The heat didn't suck my energy away today, and it rained in the evening.  Lots of rain, much lightning, loud thunder.  I hope you are having a great time wherever you are, and please stay safe.  I love you and I need you.

I didn't post any photos last time, huh?  I have plenty today.  I'm giving a lot of my recipes away, for you, but mostly for the community so hopefully they will start cooking up something other than the same old shit.  Not that I dislike the local cuisine, some of it is awesome.  But some of the natural foods here are so good and there's a huge variety, it's a shame to prepare them only one way.  Anyway, I have my stuffed won ton routine posted here.  You can try it too, I'm sure you can find all the stuff you need in NYC.  You have to use a high heat though, so be careful and have the fire extinguisher ready.  And when you start collecting a pile of won tons, make sure they don't stick to each other or the tray you arrange them in.  Obviously I had won tons for lunch, and dinner was a sausage, tofu, tomato, and onion pizza.  Want some?

Please allow me to say something to Antonia.

Hi there!  You seem a little calmer lately, or is that your "business as usual" face?  You seem the total philanthropist lately, and I'm proud of you for that.  Kick some ass, OK?

Letter to Erin 20160514

In the name of Allah, most Gracious, most Merciful.

Hello Erin, my darling.  How are you today, sweetheart?  Are you wowing the world with your beauty as usual?  I feel worn out today.  It was hot and humid again this morning, and it sucked the breath right out of me.  But I had to finish cooking, partly because I had to feed myself.  I made a generic curry, which is great for turning things into curry, or for a curry dip.  I had a tofu and cheese omelet for lunch, but I moved so slowly I nearly ruined it.  Then steak and hash browns for dinner.  By the time Friday prayer came, I was out for the count.  I tried to get some rest before the prayer started, but it's just not the same as real sleep.  So I struggled through voice training.  I'm still worn out right now, so I'm just going to take it easy the rest of the night.  Thank you for your flattery, but I'm only human.  You are a beautiful person, and I love you and I need you.  Please keep safe.

Qur'an 20160514

In the name of Allah, most Gracious, most Merciful.

176.  They ask you for a legal decision.  Say, "Allah directs about those who leave no descendants or ascendants as heirs.  If it is a man that dies, leaving a sister but no child, she shall have half the inheritance.  If a woman who left no child, her brother takes her inheritance.  If there are two sisters, they shall have two-thirds of the inheritance.  If there are brothers and sisters, the male having twice the share of the female.  Thus does Allah make clear to you, lest you err.  And Allah has Knowledge of all things."

(The Women 4:176)
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Letter to Erin 20160513

In the name of Allah, most Gracious, most Merciful.

Hi Erin!  Hey, don't ignore me!  I said "HI ERIN!"  Wow.  Now that you're a big star, have you become snooty?  I might be someone important, you know.  Are you mad at me about something?  You're always mad at me about something.   Is it because I didn't give you a food assignment?  I tell you what: I'll give you two food tasks.  First, I want you to buy a chocolate bar.  I want you to buy a bar of Cadbury Flake, and eat it.  You might already know what it is, but buy it anyway.  Chill it before eating.  Second, I want you to buy fish and chips.  Here's the twist: buy fish and chips that they wrap with newspaper.  You might need help from your British friends to find this.  Take out only, don't eat there.  I assume you're still in England.

Heh.  The kids in the village are calling me "orang gila" (madman).  And they're right.  I am insane.  I'm crazy madly in love with you.  And I HATE young boys, so they better stay away from me.  I think it's time to play guitar tonight.  I bet you have never had kids call you insane.  You just call yourself crazy, and that doesn't count.  But I love you anyway, even though you're normal.  And I need you.

I stuffed and grilled up that scad I bought the other day.  I lined it with basil, then stuffed it with tofu and tomatoes.  It was rather thick, so it took a while to cook.  Scad and marinara sauce match perfectly, so I put some in there, and basted the fish with it.  Marinara sauce is spaghetti sauce, folks.  Tasted great, and very filling.  Too filling for lunch.  I was stuffed through voice training.  Dinner was hot wings.  I tossed the wings in a mix of my home made hot sauce and my Mom's "sambal belacan".  I'm sure you know what chicken wings look like, so I didn't take a photo of that.

Please allow me to say something to Antonia.

Hi Antonia.  Congratulations on your new charity.  I would donate something, but I don't have anything.  If I did, I would already be married.  How about a one Malaysian ringgit?  I have that.  How about that guy calling you Obi-Wan Kenobi?  What a moron.  I wouldn't want to... with Obi-Wan.

Letter to Erin 20160512

In the name of Allah, most Gracious, most Merciful.

How are you feeling today, my darling?  I hope you are having a great time, and keeping safe.  Busy, busy, busy.  I didn't have much energy today.  It was cool this morning, so it was easy to sleep in.  I hope you are getting plenty of rest.  Make sure you take good care of yourself, because I love you and I need you.  That was a cute video you posted, of that little girl.  Everybody is a star.  That's an old song and an old cliche, but it's so much truer now more than before, because of social media.  That's why the stars don't shine anymore, because they're just like everybody else.

My cooler is stuffed right now, so I have to use up as much old food and perishables as possible.  Fresh tofu has a short life, so I made stuffed won tons with cockles and tofu.  Then I had to finish off the dough, tomatoes and Enoki mushrooms, so made a pizza for dinner.  It was great, but still, the cheese.  I need the right cheese!  This cheese tastes good, but it could be so much better.  Oh well.  Alhamdulillah.

Please allow me to say something to Antonia.

Are you feeling better, Antonia?  I'm certain that if you are having anxiety attacks, they are most likely worsened by your diet.  You need to eat poultry and drink milk regularly.  I want to you to have your agent make arrangements for you to tour a cheese maker, preferably a German or Swiss cheese maker.  Just tell them you're interested in cheese.  It shouldn't cost much or anything, on the contrary it could be very lucrative for you and your bosses.  Now when you visit these everyday people, please look beautiful.  No, don't wear an evening gown.  A nice skirt suit maybe, and a little makeup.

Letter to Erin 20160511

In the name of Allah, most Gracious, most Merciful.

Yes honey, I know you have to work with them.  I didn't tell you to oppress them.  What I'm saying is for you not to bring enemies of God into your closest confidence.  This may not be easy for you, because you're so easy to love, and you've made many sweet memories with many people.  But as we grow older, we need miracles in our life to help keep us sane and optimistic, and we can't expect God to grant us miracles if we befriend God's enemies.  I don't want to be cynical, Baby.  You will read people better with experience and the correct perspective.  I want you to be happy and happy with me, because I love you and I need you.

I had to go shopping for food today, very early, right after the dawn prayer.  I only had RM30 to spend, but I managed to buy cockles, a big fish, tofu, fish balls, won ton skins, garlic, and some tenderloin.  Not bad, huh?  Fish was the best value today.  I got a hardtail scad, and I processed it to throw out the guts, keep a couple of fillets and the liver, process the body for grilling, and put aside the head for soup.  But lunch was mini calzones, and dinner was grouper with tofu and tomatoes in marinara sauce.  My cooler is small, so whenever I buy more food, I push the older food out to be eaten ASAP.  Hungry?

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Please allow me to say something to Antonia.

Dear Antonia: have you not been feeling well?  You poor thing.  Let's see... is it anxiety attacks followed by fever, heart and stomach problems?  If it is, then what you are experiencing is a reality shift.  The best way to approach it is to treat is as being high without drugs.  A natural high.  My prescription is to relax more, waste more time, eat lots of chicken and turkey and drink lots of milk, then go running to burn off the calories.  A shoulder massage should help too.  No cocktails!  Everything will be OK, inshaAllah.  Ya Allah, please help and heal Antonia.

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