Letter to Julia 20140806

In the name of Allah, most Gracious, most Merciful.

As I mentioned many times before, I believe the entertainment business is saturated with evil, and I do not want to participate in the way they run their business.  Obviously they can't stop their financial bleeding.  But really, I didn't do anything.  Their downfall was brought about by... their biggest idol!

InshaAllah, I intend to create a situation where Allah is glorified.  Let them worship and fear Allah.  They wouldn't treat me any better than they already do if I had followed their way anyway.  So I would rather please Allah with music, and perhaps Allah would grant me success, safety, and happiness in this life as well as the hereafter.  Ya Allah, please grant me so, as well as all the tools I desire to do this work.

If Allah grants me success, then my wives business will flourish too.  This means you would be the superior of all top models.  And you are already so with me, because you are MY girls.  MINE, MINE.  Remember that the goal of our marriage is to slow down, stay put, and raise a family together.  So as you become more and more successful, please arrange your business so that it would come to you when you marry me inshaAllah, or no deal.  Allah has granted you the material regardless of whether you marry me or not.  But it should be clear to you the greatness of this spiritual path, and the intense fall otherwise.  Therefore by choosing to marry me, you also choose to serve Allah, and if you serve Allah sincerely, then Allah will double your reward.  InshaAllah.  This makes you special, so please behave with due dignity.  Please keep the faith in Allah, stay clean, and be good girls.  I love you, I love you.  And I need you, I need you.

Letter to Julia 20140804

In the name of Allah, most Gracious, most Merciful.

Yeah, I was totally ready to post a blog on Saturday, but it turned out to be too dangerous to travel.  That's one thing you will need to get used to when  being married to me, inshaAllah.  We may have our day planned as efficiently as the Japanese military, but if I get the inspiration that it's too dangerous to travel, then we'll just have to stay at home that day.  You must trust me on this.  I've been doing this for decades already.  After all, what's the use of gaining knowledge if it's not used.  After all, Allah is the Best to Protect.  And I want to remind you both to stay clean and pure.  Don't corrupt your body or your soul.

I'm still trying to clear out my cooler.  I'm about half way through.  It's taking forever, huh?  I just added a batch of dough, and my Mom gave me some curry.  Alhamdulillah.  I think my next major project is chicken pot pies.  Creamy cheesy yummy.  Would you like to have a pot pie with me?  I love you, I love you.  And I need you, I need you.

Qur'an 20140804

In the name of Allah, most Gracious, most Merciful.

43.  Or have they gods that can guard them from Us?  They have no power to aid themselves, nor can they be defended from Us.

44.  No, We gave the good things of this life to these men and their fathers until the period grew long for them.  See they not that We reduce the land from its outlying borders?  Is it then they who will win?

45.  Say, "I do warn you according to revelation."  But the deaf will not hear the call, when they are warned.

46.  If but a breath of the Wrath of your Lord does touch them, then they will say, "Woe to us!  We did wrong indeed!"

The Prophets  21:43-46
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I do warn you according to revelation.

Letter to Julia 20140802

In the name of Allah, most Gracious, most Merciful.

Hey there Julia, my most beautiful queen.  What a magnificent looking woman you are.  Are you feeling like one of those big cats, a leopard maybe?  Or as hungry as one?  Or just riding one?  Ah, you are so intense.  I love that about you.  We need to be married.  Perhaps I can help ease your hunger.  I love you so much, and I need you as much.  I will never abandon you, inshaAllah.  And how about you, Sad Eyes?  Please don't be melancholy.  Always know that I am here to love you, to look after you, and to help protect you.  What a beautiful and wonderful girl you are.  I will never abandon you, inshaAllah.  I love you, and I need you.

As Ramadan is over, I am back doing work on the internet.  There was simply no time for such during the fasting month.  I will be hanging out at my usual spot on Second Life, if you wish to seek me out there.  I just wanna dance.  I also have to watch videos from the Internet.  Part of the duties of a mass media company.  But only the ones that I like, of course.  I also have to watch the latest X-men movie.  Everything else looks kind of boring.  I much prefer the Uncanny X-men comics from the 80's to 1994.  But what movies ever follow the comic book anyway.  **yawn**

Life isn't supposed to be perfect.  Every soul shall have a taste of death.  Perfection is a reward in the next life.  Meanwhile, we are instructed to keep our faith in Allah, be firm, and consistent.  Of course you will find people who oppose you because of the spiritual and material wealth that Allah gives you for your sincere Islam.  So follow the example of the Prophet, peace be on him.  His conduct is the conduct to copy in the face of a dangerous enemy.

Qur'an 20140803

In the name of Allah, most Gracious, most Merciful.

39.  If only the unbelievers knew when they would not be able to ward off the fire from their faces, nor yet from their backs, and no help can reach them!

40.  No, it may come to them all of a sudden and confound them.  No power will they have to avert it, nor will they get respite.

41.  Mocked were messengers before you, but their scoffers were hemmed in by the thing that they mocked.

42.  Say, "Who can keep you safe by night and by day from the Most Gracious?"  Yet they turn away from the mention of their Lord.

The Prophets  21:39-42
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Who can keep you safe by night and by day from the Most Gracious?

Letter to Julia 20140731

In the name of Allah, most Gracious, most Merciful.

There is a feedback loop going on in my cooler.  At the same time, my cooler is a dead end for food.  My cooler is like one of those fractal deep zooms, but not as pretty.  I live alone with my cats, so if I don't eat it, and the cats don't eat it, then it goes into the trash.  Perhaps I could give it away, but that's easier said than done, especially since I already give away much food in the form of raw foods.  I don't have many friends.  And I accumulated a lot of food over Ramadan.

My cooler isn't very big, about 3/4 or less the size of a typical one door cooler you would find in a modern home.  So what's in the cooler?  Let's see: steak, chicken breast, a snapper head, 3 chicken ribs, 2 containers of sambal udang (prawns in a hot pepper sauce), rendang (beef in spicy coconut and lemongrass sauce), snapper roe, burgers, butter, coconut milk, pastry dough, sliced cheese, fried anchovies, chocolate chips, bamboo shoots, tamarind, 2 containers of mole sauce, sardine dip, soybean milk, chrysanthemum tea, rose tea, 3 big bottles of water, 2 containers of Mom's sweet pickle, ginger, turmeric, hot peppers, oyster mushrooms, yeast, sourdough starter, 2 containers of salted fish, leftover shepherd's pie, 2 eggs, a bottle of Worcestershire sauce, a bottle of dipping sauce for fish crackers, home made mayo... is that it?  Oh yeah... a kilo of sugar,  5 kilos of rice, and 2 kilos of Atta flour which I have to keep in the cooler because the bugs have figured out how to get through the packaging.  I'm sure I missed some items.

So I had to stop accepting food, and start eating all the food in the cooler, or it would go to waste.  So for dinner just now, I made a stew of most of the bamboo shoots with garlic, onions, seaweed, mushrooms in anchovy broth.  I put the snapper head in there, and let it simmer.  Then I took the fish head out, and added ramen noodles and chopped hot peppers.  I dismantled the fish head and removed the flesh.  The stuff behind the eyes is awesomely tasty.  I put the stew in a large bowl, then sprinkled the fish meat on top.  Oh no!  I made too much food!  I have leftovers!

You must join me regularly for eating.  Please?  I love you, I love you!  And I need you, I need you.

Qur'an 20140731

In the name of Allah, most Gracious, most Merciful.

23.  God cannot be questioned for God's acts, but they will be questioned.

24.  Or have they taken for worship gods besides God?  Say, "Bring your convincing proof.  This is a Message of those with me and the Message of those before me."  But most of them know not the truth, and so turn away.

The Prophets  21:23-24
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Bring your convincing proof.  This is a Message of those with me and the Message of those before me.