In the name of Allah, most Gracious, most Merciful.
Hi there, my beloved Julia. How are you feeling? I'm sorry I didn't make it in yesterday, but I had to run an errand. Did you know that Shadowplay is a legitimately registered business in Malaysia? I registered it 2 years ago, but of course no money came in. So I was late in renewing it this year. They didn't like that, so I got slapped with a fine and made me renew for 5 years at a time. But hey, it is cool that Shadowplay is a global brand based in Malaysia. My number is RA0021863-H. The next step is to generate income.... for myself!
Needless to say that I'm tapped out after paying for that. After all, I still rely on my Mommy to feed and house me. So I will have to cut back on my internet hours. Please forgive me if I don't post a love letter as frequently. I still love you with all my heart. I will always love with all my heart.
On Sunday, I had a disastrous time cooking. Most unblessed. I had to re-roast my snack peanuts because they weren't snappy enough, and I burned half of them. The noodles I bought were terribly bitter for some reason, and ruined my curry noodles. I wasted all the curry my Mom gave me. The okra I picked from my yard was like leather, and they were baby ones too! So I gave up on food for the rest of the day. I suppose it was God's way of reminding me not to register Shadowplay as a food business.
Monday, October 8, 2012
Friday, October 5, 2012
Letter to Julia 20121006
In the name of Allah, most Gracious, most Merciful.
Hi Sexy! Yes, you are a very sexy thing Julia, and you don't even have to try. It comes naturally for you. But that's not what I want from you. Want I want is your chastity. I want your integrity. I want your nobility. In return, I will give the same, insyaAllah. You are a princess, and I want you to have a demeanor of purity. You are my princess, and I love you. I want to marry you.
Hi Sexy! Yes, you are a very sexy thing Julia, and you don't even have to try. It comes naturally for you. But that's not what I want from you. Want I want is your chastity. I want your integrity. I want your nobility. In return, I will give the same, insyaAllah. You are a princess, and I want you to have a demeanor of purity. You are my princess, and I love you. I want to marry you.
Qur'an 20121005
In the name of Allah, most Gracious, most Merciful.
11. The Arabs who lagged behind will say to you, "We were engaged in our flocks and herds, and our families, do you then ask forgiveness for us?" They say with their tongues what is not in their hearts. Say, "Who then has any power in your behalf with Allah, if God's Will is to give you some loss, or to give you some profit? But Allah is well acquainted with all that you do."
12. No, you thought that the Messenger and the Believers would never return to their families. This seemed pleasing to your hearts, and you conceived an evil thought, for you are a people lost.
13. And if any believe not in Allah and God's Messenger, We have prepared for the unbelievers, a blazing Fire!
14. To Allah belongs the dominion of the heavens and the earth. God forgives whom God wills, and God punishes whom God wills; but Allah is Oft-Forgiving, most Merciful.
15. Those who lagged behind say, "When you march and take booty, permit us to follow you." They wish to change Allah's decree. Say, "Not thus will you follow us. Allah has already declared beforehand." Then they will say, "But you are jealous of us!" No, but little do they understand.
16. Say to the Arabs who lagged behind, "You shall be summoned to fight against a people given to vehement war. Then shall you fight, or they shall submit. Then if you show obedience, Allah will grant you a goodly reward, but if you turn back as you did before, God will punish you with a Grievous Penalty."
17. No blame is there on the blind, nor is there blame on the lame, nor on one ill. But he that obeys Allah and God's Messenger.... Will admit him to Gardens beneath which rivers flow. And he who turns back.... Will punish him with a Grievous Penalty.
The Victory 48:11-17
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Who then has any power in your behalf with Allah, if God's Will is to give you some loss, or to give you some profit? But Allah is well acquainted with all that you do.
Not thus will you follow us. Allah has already declared beforehand.
You shall be summoned to fight against a people given to vehement war. Then shall you fight, or they shall submit. Then if you show obedience, Allah will grant you a goodly reward, but if you turn back as you did before, God will punish you with a Grievous Penalty.
11. The Arabs who lagged behind will say to you, "We were engaged in our flocks and herds, and our families, do you then ask forgiveness for us?" They say with their tongues what is not in their hearts. Say, "Who then has any power in your behalf with Allah, if God's Will is to give you some loss, or to give you some profit? But Allah is well acquainted with all that you do."
12. No, you thought that the Messenger and the Believers would never return to their families. This seemed pleasing to your hearts, and you conceived an evil thought, for you are a people lost.
13. And if any believe not in Allah and God's Messenger, We have prepared for the unbelievers, a blazing Fire!
14. To Allah belongs the dominion of the heavens and the earth. God forgives whom God wills, and God punishes whom God wills; but Allah is Oft-Forgiving, most Merciful.
15. Those who lagged behind say, "When you march and take booty, permit us to follow you." They wish to change Allah's decree. Say, "Not thus will you follow us. Allah has already declared beforehand." Then they will say, "But you are jealous of us!" No, but little do they understand.
16. Say to the Arabs who lagged behind, "You shall be summoned to fight against a people given to vehement war. Then shall you fight, or they shall submit. Then if you show obedience, Allah will grant you a goodly reward, but if you turn back as you did before, God will punish you with a Grievous Penalty."
17. No blame is there on the blind, nor is there blame on the lame, nor on one ill. But he that obeys Allah and God's Messenger.... Will admit him to Gardens beneath which rivers flow. And he who turns back.... Will punish him with a Grievous Penalty.
The Victory 48:11-17
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Who then has any power in your behalf with Allah, if God's Will is to give you some loss, or to give you some profit? But Allah is well acquainted with all that you do.
Not thus will you follow us. Allah has already declared beforehand.
You shall be summoned to fight against a people given to vehement war. Then shall you fight, or they shall submit. Then if you show obedience, Allah will grant you a goodly reward, but if you turn back as you did before, God will punish you with a Grievous Penalty.
Wednesday, October 3, 2012
Letter to Julia 20121004
In the name of Allah, most Gracious, most Merciful.
Hey Gorgeous! How are you feeling today, my Julia? Right now, I'm watching an Iron Chef marathon on Shadowplay TV. Ah, king crab! I do miss king crab. Not only did it have a high quantity of meat, it never needed salt. These smaller crabs don't really cut it for me, unless they're really tiny, like about the size of a quarter. Then I can fry them up until crispy, and eat them whole. Like crackers.
Aaaah! I no know no mas how to speekee zee Eengleesh! I meant to say, "I was worked until injured". I'm getting old, Julia. Colors can get really confusing to me. I went to buy a new toilet seat at the wholesale store, and I had a choice between white and grey. The white ones looked disgusting, even though new, so I bought a grey one. When I went home and installed it, it turned pink. No! Not a pink toilet seat!
Hey Gorgeous! How are you feeling today, my Julia? Right now, I'm watching an Iron Chef marathon on Shadowplay TV. Ah, king crab! I do miss king crab. Not only did it have a high quantity of meat, it never needed salt. These smaller crabs don't really cut it for me, unless they're really tiny, like about the size of a quarter. Then I can fry them up until crispy, and eat them whole. Like crackers.
Aaaah! I no know no mas how to speekee zee Eengleesh! I meant to say, "I was worked until injured". I'm getting old, Julia. Colors can get really confusing to me. I went to buy a new toilet seat at the wholesale store, and I had a choice between white and grey. The white ones looked disgusting, even though new, so I bought a grey one. When I went home and installed it, it turned pink. No! Not a pink toilet seat!
Tuesday, October 2, 2012
Letter to Julia 20121003
In the name of Allah, most Gracious, most Merciful.
It is I again, your love, my love! Julia, you are so beautiful. Whoops! I accidently deleted all of my Victoria's Secret fashion shows when my mouse slipped as I was rearranging my video files. Look like I won't be looking at your half naked friends anymore. I still have the shows I encoded into Shadowplay TV, but that's in low definition. Oh, well. For some reason the computer didn't delete the 2011 show. I'm sorry, Julia. I love you so much. I wish you were here with me.
Anyway, with both sides of the government obviously lacking foresight and cannot be relied on, this leaves the community to invest in itself. And it is a global community. At least give the visitors a proper place to hang out as they listen in silence. Let them worship Allah if they will. Back in America, I was worked in food business until injury, and forced into homelessness. Allah saved me, and moved me to Malaysia 3 months before the financial meltdown. But I was the only one who glorified Allah. Today, both this situation and circumstance glorify Allah. There is no "potential" in this situation: it is already what it is. Right now, it is my parents who feed and house me, and I cannot afford to marry my Julia. But my parents are old, and will pass away soon. What will happen then? Since I work in global mass media, the world is watching. If you study the Qur'an, you will know that Allah destroys entire communities when they persist in denying Allah. But you can't just blame the locals. Stinginess is human nature. And from my example, it is humans who are needy. Allah doesn't need us.
It is I again, your love, my love! Julia, you are so beautiful. Whoops! I accidently deleted all of my Victoria's Secret fashion shows when my mouse slipped as I was rearranging my video files. Look like I won't be looking at your half naked friends anymore. I still have the shows I encoded into Shadowplay TV, but that's in low definition. Oh, well. For some reason the computer didn't delete the 2011 show. I'm sorry, Julia. I love you so much. I wish you were here with me.
Anyway, with both sides of the government obviously lacking foresight and cannot be relied on, this leaves the community to invest in itself. And it is a global community. At least give the visitors a proper place to hang out as they listen in silence. Let them worship Allah if they will. Back in America, I was worked in food business until injury, and forced into homelessness. Allah saved me, and moved me to Malaysia 3 months before the financial meltdown. But I was the only one who glorified Allah. Today, both this situation and circumstance glorify Allah. There is no "potential" in this situation: it is already what it is. Right now, it is my parents who feed and house me, and I cannot afford to marry my Julia. But my parents are old, and will pass away soon. What will happen then? Since I work in global mass media, the world is watching. If you study the Qur'an, you will know that Allah destroys entire communities when they persist in denying Allah. But you can't just blame the locals. Stinginess is human nature. And from my example, it is humans who are needy. Allah doesn't need us.
Monday, October 1, 2012
Letter to Julia 20121002
In the name of Allah, most Gracious, most Merciful.
Hi again Julia, my precious young beauty. Hmm, let's think: a monkey is typically a mischievous, and occasionally treacherous being. A big, black monkey would mean a particularly sombre and dangerous one. Ahem. I seek refuge with Allah from Satan, the accursed...."And among God's Signs is the creation of the heavens and the earth and the living creatures that God has scattered through them, and God has Power to gather them together when God wills (Consultation 42:29)." Let's see, I have a book of dreams that says that a monkey means "betrayal and deceit are imminent." To follow the Qur'an would be more accurate and halal, and a monkey is generally a pretty nasty critter. Ya Allah, please send a python to eat the big, black monkey.
I am a servant of Allah. My mission is to please Allah with music. This music, this singing is granted by Allah. I am inspired by the Qur'an, by Allah to stand my ground here, in Perlis, and create a mass media and entertainment attraction that pleases Allah. This is a global attraction, by the consent of Allah.
It is not logical for a government of a polyglot country to provide absolute support for my spiritual agenda, for 2 main reasons. The first is that it is forced to be secular to please all religions and no religion, while I cannot be secular, because being secular means to deny the involvement of God. The second is that since entertainment is a global business, the government has to conform to standard business protocol of the global mass media. Then, they have already sunk money and effort to other tourist attractions. Which means I will be forced to travel, and compromise my spiritual agenda. Plus forced to submit to other things that the entertainment business is infamous for. Plus politicians, like corporate executives, change the deal when they change jobs, retire or get sacked. Which leaves me no choice but to register myself as a private business, sing as an act of community service, and leave it to Allah to consistently flood this place with fanatical tourists. InsyaAllah. Perhaps then I will be able to make a living, and afford to marry my Julia.
And you are my love. Right now is the time to fight for peace, not to cry for peace. Stand together with me, and be my love. I love you.
Hi again Julia, my precious young beauty. Hmm, let's think: a monkey is typically a mischievous, and occasionally treacherous being. A big, black monkey would mean a particularly sombre and dangerous one. Ahem. I seek refuge with Allah from Satan, the accursed...."And among God's Signs is the creation of the heavens and the earth and the living creatures that God has scattered through them, and God has Power to gather them together when God wills (Consultation 42:29)." Let's see, I have a book of dreams that says that a monkey means "betrayal and deceit are imminent." To follow the Qur'an would be more accurate and halal, and a monkey is generally a pretty nasty critter. Ya Allah, please send a python to eat the big, black monkey.
I am a servant of Allah. My mission is to please Allah with music. This music, this singing is granted by Allah. I am inspired by the Qur'an, by Allah to stand my ground here, in Perlis, and create a mass media and entertainment attraction that pleases Allah. This is a global attraction, by the consent of Allah.
It is not logical for a government of a polyglot country to provide absolute support for my spiritual agenda, for 2 main reasons. The first is that it is forced to be secular to please all religions and no religion, while I cannot be secular, because being secular means to deny the involvement of God. The second is that since entertainment is a global business, the government has to conform to standard business protocol of the global mass media. Then, they have already sunk money and effort to other tourist attractions. Which means I will be forced to travel, and compromise my spiritual agenda. Plus forced to submit to other things that the entertainment business is infamous for. Plus politicians, like corporate executives, change the deal when they change jobs, retire or get sacked. Which leaves me no choice but to register myself as a private business, sing as an act of community service, and leave it to Allah to consistently flood this place with fanatical tourists. InsyaAllah. Perhaps then I will be able to make a living, and afford to marry my Julia.
And you are my love. Right now is the time to fight for peace, not to cry for peace. Stand together with me, and be my love. I love you.
Sunday, September 30, 2012
Letter to Julia 20121001
In the name of Allah, most Gracious, most Merciful.
Hi Julia, my beloved young princess. Are you working hard? Please eat properly, and get sufficient rest. I've been eating your portion since you haven't been coming for dinner, so I'm scared of getting bloated. I used to drive around all over the state of Perlis on my motorcycle, but I stopped doing that, because my routine consumes all my time. The wilderness and the kampung is all the beauty here, while the flat terrain makes Perlis great for bicycles and motorcycles. Anything man-made, or "progress" here isn't as attractive. What is attractive was that giant black monkey I saw.
I have to take back some of what I said in my last letter. I would not want to redo "Shadowplay's Greatest Hits part 2: the 9 Skulls of Prejudice" because it's perfect the way it is. Adding beautiful female vocals, even though haunting, would ruin the cd. Plus, I need an almost endless list of musical and computer equipment, a list that evolves as time goes on. Because creativity is dynamic. Ya Allah, please grant me all the musical and computer equipment I desire. I suppose what's most important right now is that I eliminate the dangerous daily commute to the internet cafe, so I would need a home high speed internet connection and a new computer specifically designed to handle only the internet and Second Life. Oh, well. InsyaAllah. Please forgive me for my faults, and the men and women who believe.
Please forgive me for being so poor, and unable to support you as yet, my Julia. Meanwhile, you had better please slow down. I've slowed down my Victoria's Secret fashion show loop to 1 fps. I have to admit it's very entertaining to watch Marisa inhale a donut in slow motion. You are the prettiest girl of the bunch, because you are MY girl. Everything you do is beautiful to me, and I love you so much.
Hi Julia, my beloved young princess. Are you working hard? Please eat properly, and get sufficient rest. I've been eating your portion since you haven't been coming for dinner, so I'm scared of getting bloated. I used to drive around all over the state of Perlis on my motorcycle, but I stopped doing that, because my routine consumes all my time. The wilderness and the kampung is all the beauty here, while the flat terrain makes Perlis great for bicycles and motorcycles. Anything man-made, or "progress" here isn't as attractive. What is attractive was that giant black monkey I saw.
I have to take back some of what I said in my last letter. I would not want to redo "Shadowplay's Greatest Hits part 2: the 9 Skulls of Prejudice" because it's perfect the way it is. Adding beautiful female vocals, even though haunting, would ruin the cd. Plus, I need an almost endless list of musical and computer equipment, a list that evolves as time goes on. Because creativity is dynamic. Ya Allah, please grant me all the musical and computer equipment I desire. I suppose what's most important right now is that I eliminate the dangerous daily commute to the internet cafe, so I would need a home high speed internet connection and a new computer specifically designed to handle only the internet and Second Life. Oh, well. InsyaAllah. Please forgive me for my faults, and the men and women who believe.
Please forgive me for being so poor, and unable to support you as yet, my Julia. Meanwhile, you had better please slow down. I've slowed down my Victoria's Secret fashion show loop to 1 fps. I have to admit it's very entertaining to watch Marisa inhale a donut in slow motion. You are the prettiest girl of the bunch, because you are MY girl. Everything you do is beautiful to me, and I love you so much.
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